Maybe I underestimated The places you’ve been taking me lately You keep on coming back Even when I bite at you And there’s nothing you can really do I don’t like you And seriously I can’t be crushing I’m too old for that Maybe I’m a little bit in love.


Wheels rumble through floorboards at night, Every time an engine goes by, and the lamp from the street beams into the curtains, it's a dreary evening, a sombre feeling, Slugs come out from the cracks in the kitchen, the neighbours are yelling about the mystery lady, the cafes and restaurants they're beaming with life, loud … Continue reading Panic


I can dance in the shower with my tits swaying back and forth if I want to, and I can climb these god damn walls if I want to! didn't your mother ever tell you, rules, are meant to be broken? and if my soul is half-destroyed then there's nothing wrong with continuing to destroy … Continue reading Tits


(adult content/visual upsetting language ) Baby's breath still warm from battle screeches and tugging of uncut cord from mothers wounds cold touch would be unjoyous bleeding gushes,  scars mark places where a human was once homed.   baby's breath gasping and face mottled skin colour pink oxygen new food, a new survival skill to learn as fresh … Continue reading baby


New father winces and paces up hospital ward floors with swinging doors and clamped down windows he is hesitant after no sleep  and craves comforting, he wants attention even if physically nothing has been happening to him, he is exhausted, the true reality of becoming a dad is overwhelming, that walking away seems like the … Continue reading father


I always get tanned toes Because I put suncream on up to my elbows And who knows If you’ll stay or if you’ll go? I see that’s just how things tend to be Tomorrow I don’t know who I will be Seasons change like my personality Really, I shouldn’t care what you think of me … Continue reading Toes


Your face it shines like baby smooth skin even though your 20 something. Your hair its silk lets anyone in and if you're on a mission to find a man then I will give you the tips of what you should do and cant people gonna be jealous of where you're at and stealing your … Continue reading Youth

1 night

1 night turned into 3 week stay. This was no holiday vacation Whole summer trapped inside Womens screams oxygen tanks knocking and equipment bashing How people work here is beyond me it’s a strength no one mentions. Midwives don’t show much emotion on their face Recycling bin blue uniform of midwifery wear flashes in corners … Continue reading 1 night


Mother handed plastic crutches to get out of the hospital For it is her turn to be free even if her lack of ability to walk is questionable New baby is fine and healthy so she must be let go Her bed made readily available With crisp hard cotton sheets reapplied Maternity ward must free … Continue reading Mother

Drive by.

Do you drive by these parts? Following fragments of my shattered heart? Do you ever walk by ? Does my profile ever catch your eye? Are you even still alive! Or just lust the torment inside my mind. Is everything all fictional ? Are emotions all subliminal ? Could it be tomorrow or today? Do … Continue reading Drive by.


Hello everyone, I’m sorry I haven’t been able to blog for awhile been hectic few months with the lockdown and having the kids at home juggling what I have left of a degree! as well as preparing for this years SheFest in East Riding . As always I am great full for everyone who comes … Continue reading Update


Heavy eyes Weakened muscles Exhaustion comes in Exhaustion comes in And you weren’t there when I needed you the most I swear I could have done with comforting when I needed it the most Unempathtic words meet unempathetic ghosts.

Incomplete poem

Youve got nothing on me with your sharp tongue and negativity nothing. You're about to slip up, oh aint that a shame, and I got nothing left, not even blame, you got nothing on me no temptations, no broken rules just to be with you,

#3 Pick Me Up

Pick me up in the pieces you left me in, collect my soul out of the wheelybin.   Dust me off and let me in, its been awhile so lets begin.   Strip Me Down and Fuck me in.   Off goes the bra, the clothes, I'm in. My hearts been racing since the Chinese … Continue reading #3 Pick Me Up


Sex worries me Scares me It’s intimate And I always hate having sex with someone new I wish it could have always been the first one Or that the first time was right It’s bad that I have to keep moving on People say sex Helps with that ?