Now that I’m free will god start forgiving me Will the lord lay down the path Will he let me go at last Now that I’m close Will god make me ghost Will the lord let me be Will the lord see faith in me Now I’m almost free.
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If November never falls and autumn never calls I will remember you for infinity And October the middle ground Of love we never found September won’t make a sound If November never falls
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Here Comes the rain Lay here with me You are brave Here comes the rain Pour out your soul You are brave Here comes the rain The pouring rain The falling rain Here comes the rain Come lay Come lay
If I never tell you Maybe that’ll save us both Some time I’ll turn you anti-clockwise Blow your bristle seeds away Dancing care free , pain free Off into a sunset I’ll shake the stem and start again. If I never tell you Maybe I will save us all The time Blow your gentle particles … Continue reading Dandelion
Before I even step on the stage Or open my mouth Or look at you You’ve judged me In the mini seconds of my opening my mouth Saying one word Explaining my name You’ve probably caught on I have particular social skills Or no social skills at all You probably didn’t even hear me When … Continue reading judge
I know better then to act on impulse And I know I should never respond in vain Self wallowing and pity is not pretty I know all of this but still I behave Like a childish animal. I shouldn’t respond to small talk Gossip or repeat your name I know I shouldn’t go near the … Continue reading I’m in love.
My eyes. Drag, forced to the pillow like a magnetic force Head, heavy like a lump of concrete It’s not the sleep deprivation talking Or the excessive amounts of caffeine My body is inside a dream and I feel tranquillised and the thought of leaving Exhausted at the thought of remaining I’m in an unsteady … Continue reading Shattered
it wasn't the cigarettes that where there for you when the rain was falling out the clouds the alcohol didn't give you the comfort you needed it was all an illusion and you keep telling yourself your a hard man a man that can do anything you hold your fingers up and fist to the … Continue reading it wasn’t the cigarettes
the world just isnt the same without you i just dont smile the same i just dont feel the same and im sorry to write it to you like this im sorry to put this all down to you but the world isnt the same without you the world just doesnt run like it used … Continue reading the world
we was supposed to click manage we was supposed to get happy married we was meant to get too carried away and find our own home our own place we had our map that no one even knew and i dont think you even remember do you?
intentions good sometimes but his heart is out of rhyme with his delivery and time.
i wont be in the kitchen i wont be in the shower i wont be in the garden i wont be in the shop down road, off ten foot, i wont be in the car i wont be in the bedroom i wont be in the living room i wont be in the dinning area … Continue reading standing off the balcony shouting your name
where ever you'll be i will follow I will be the warmth in the cold of tomorrow you draw me closser i am drawn to you its a shame you will never act upon it and its a shame that nothing will come from it where ever you'll be i wil follow I want to … Continue reading wherever youll be
i wish i could be anywhere but here quite frankly and i know you've wished this too how long does pain stay pain? how long does sorrow last? how far away from the past do I have to be? i just cant explain. i want to be on the other end of the horoscope the … Continue reading i wish i could be
my step mum bought me flowers and I love them very much they are colourful and vibrant a beautiful little bunch orange, yellow, pink and purple perfect food for my soul I cant wait for the seasons to change so we can all see more.
i just feel like ive ran out of juice fuel its so hard to stay so possitive when people act so cruel
he made it simple stripped down all the impossible tasks and if there was anything bothering me he would let me ask although he couldnt tell me why the moon was the moon and what people meant by I will see you soon he could never give me a diagnosis and he couldnt completely cure … Continue reading walk
seems like such a spiritual move and somewhat euphoric sitting in the freezing cold capturing your mind inside a book birds drifting in and out the sky birds sliding on the pond it must be really special to have that special bond with reading and being inside a book in the park.
he walks around with a smile because of how I made him feel and he couldnt take his eyes of me I know he loves me really surely i cant always be in denial its alright this time right?
you say im too much of an emotinal thinker and you are too involed with the politics of relationships yet you still think with your dick. how is is? that you tell me im an irrational thinker when I know that something is wrong I know im normally right, and when I back you up … Continue reading political
My love for you It grows Like a sprout Then in the sun It reaches out It grows Tall A great big stalk Then in the sun A flower head will form My love Is huge It’s tall A giant sunflower For all to see My love For you From me.
(I know I will look back on this and hate it cheesy) My dream husband He is just like me He’s a writer Fighter It’s words that he also breathes He stands by me He cares for me He is strong for me And weak for me He does not display hatred Would never raise … Continue reading My dream husband
He taught me to add passion To my words Doesn’t matter if they’re mixed up So long as they get heard.
Trigger words Only you would know You use against me Heartless blow ... Constrict my movements But no one will know Because we are in a pandemic Just so you know. Domestic abuse The hidden killer News papers lie Make life a thriller. Headlights bright Stage lights clear Maybe the government Will drive the fear … Continue reading Crumble
I struggled with PTSD For some time People treated me worse When I told them I had PTSD From many factors from my life They said how could you You’ve never been to war People would accuse me of lying When they had no idea I struggled really badly One point it was sever Constant … Continue reading PTSD : blame on blame
He left me Waiting by the bus stop In the pouring rain Left me counting pennies Non left for a rainy day He left me hungry and alone Laying in my pain Left me Swaying to my song Seasons came and changed He left me Searching for my soul Travelling on trains He left me … Continue reading He left me
I’ve been twirling my thumbs Seeing what I could get wrong Anxious state of mind With my sorry kind of songs Can’t get you off my tongue I tried it once or twice Now I’m sat here moving thumbs That is my sacrifice I sang a song of 6 pence I poured a glass of … Continue reading thumbs
i spent so many months seeing you as a strong person in my life I hadnt ever really had that it was nice when I realised how you really lived your life it was miserable it was a shock it was lonely and i didnt want that for you it was hard to get closer … Continue reading fear of seeing you frail
I hate loving you loving you is no good for me loving you doesnt make you love me back loving you makes me weak I hate loving you I hate every waking moment we no longer talk and If we did you wouldnt even try to talk I hate loving you loving you makes me … Continue reading loving you is hard.
one of the things that haunts me is that maybe you will die and I might not ever know and I know whatever happens it will be out of my control.
What’s a matter baby I know you loved learning about the war Now our love a battlefield Filled with spite and hate Amour Now this is the place That we have become You at one side Whilst I run From the bullets you fire From the bombs that rain down Are you feeling satisfied I … Continue reading War
I really didn’t want to have to do this again and again and again You was mad at me Over poetry I mean please You was mad at me Over poetry You said I was obsessed with my ex’s That my selfies meant I wanted sex Videos where too loud and uncoordinated You didn’t even … Continue reading Why didn’t you find someone else to hurt?
By now I have probably written 100 poems about you Letters too And there is nothing I can do Let me ask Was I really such a task Remove your covid mask I’m tired or being tired So I see That things are meant to be And you didn’t love me How silly That’s ok … Continue reading by now
No, he wasn’t my father No, he didn’t look like him either Maybe the age gave it away but his body dragged like my fathers did when he had a bad day No, he wasn’t my father No, he didn’t look like him either Maybe the days gave it away he said we all struggle … Continue reading he wasn’t my father but he showed some resemblance
From the inside out I was minding my own world and colliding it with yours Your garden, empty a soulless mess, My shadow laying on the garden path Cracked with stones and muck Every time I looked You’d shrug “I will get round to it” And the soil dug up and left about Seemed like … Continue reading the garden
Maybe one day you realise who I am And wish you never messed with me.
I didnt need you I did it all on my own and you copied me mocked me used me for information how can love become so sour? I never needed you I did it all on my own without you,
You got your mates to bully me All over the internet Troll me and abuse me With words Everywhere Everything questioning my stability Because I tried to get a message to you I was really struggling I didn’t know what else to do And you got your mates to bully me My god that was … Continue reading Mates.
Just woken up From a dream Could of been a nightmare or both Non of it made sense Non of it makes sense See we are parallel And you make me suffer For the sake of fancy clothes and hair extensions You force me and my baby to suffer Is it revenge? As I recall … Continue reading dream or a nightmare
He feels bad Regret leaves him with a bad back My cherry lips smack Stick like the walls full of ticky tac And he is mad He waging for a war Always on edge Minutes are torn I’m not one to blame the messenger Or one to blame the levels of the sea I don’t … Continue reading regret .
You tried to make a good man Look like a monster Yet he was kind His heart seemed fine Your soul inked with acid and coal, your cold so peoples memories you stole You tried to make a decent man look like a villain You tried to twist the truth to fit your own pursuit … Continue reading You tried.
A simple Solution Would be A hug I need And Want Your affection And Love But Instead You batter me blind with your silence In my ears rings a bell until I am blinded I’m terribly sorry To have been in your way All I Need Really Is a hug.
30 packets of 30p painkillers Pain relief I seem to not get relief from anymore Fluctuations in diet I prepare my meals for one, most nights I remember your plate plentiful I was relieved I thought you didn't eat. 30 packets of 30p paracetamol Dirt cheap, too cheap, easily accessible. If I get cancer, developed … Continue reading Aspirin paracetamol, anti-inflammatory
Don't worry I won't cry about you anymore I won't think about it I'm done believing Don't worry I won't chase you, pursue you, hold you, love you Cradle our precious memories, like the precious stone collection I once owned your heart belongs where ever you want I won't possess your thoughts I won't dream … Continue reading All cried out
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my worth to you is nothing i am worthless in your eyes my heart a fool it should never have flickered pushed off a high storey building my feelings plummet to the rocky ground is that what you want for me ? there’s enough misery around i wanted to write about how song birds made … Continue reading nothing