HEARTACHE ABSENCE AND THE DAMAGE OF AUSTERITY
Its difficult to adjust to changes, changes never gave us time. and life never gave us patience, I know that you dont believe, but your broken soul will heal, amongst the ray of sun, along the cocktail of sunflower yellow, it will lift you out, and my … Continue reading Broken Butterfly
I got bullied at school for having hairy legs, My parents solution was to shave them, But also not to give into the bully.
A tree was only a root to start with And now it’s a giant.
I need 1000 poundsAnd a train tricket out of YorkshireA couple of fagsAnd a holiday brochureA trip hazard sign and a perfect pictureWe took on some mud filled bank sideWhere you fell on your back sideYou’re hurt stillBut I promiseI didn’t lieIt’s kinda shit that it endedAnd we took different sidesI don’t blame you if … Continue reading Over the Humber
Ripped up envelopes And letters never posted Hundreds and debts and bills Savings never counted.
there are spies inside my life they try to work out if what I am doing is wrong or right they judge me for my life but they don't know a thing.
If I could decide, I would want you, to lay me down, Real calm. And quiet.
I used to love you Turns out I don’t love you the same way I used to You can’t just change your mind now It’s a bit late You can’t just say you’d come around It’s too late I just want some peace That’s all she said I deserve some peace. That’s all I get … Continue reading Peace.
You was supposed to show me the way Older Wiser You lead me astray I wanted your freedom Now I’m in a cage You trapped me I’m weakened Lovers curse won’t go away For normality I thought it was Took advantage of my trust A bit of passion, lust You tangled me up Over pushed … Continue reading You was
in a box in a room with no doors no windows the lost souls wander, they float around circling , untouched love, unfavourable.
Instead of anger show me love comfort me when I am no longer able to see Instead of bitterness give me hugs, tell me its ok to wait, its ok to be cautious. Instead of anger, that you rage down on me, give me space and time to let me breathe, give me … Continue reading Instead of anger show me love.
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Even when you are alone you are never really alone, I swear. I know its not easy and sometimes unfair, But I promise even when you feel alone, you aren't alone, because I am here.
I never had the chance to say to you all thank you for all the support and likes and your comments and you standing by me when no one else would. This means more to me than you will ever know and I cant wait to keep sharing with you and keep writing. … Continue reading I’ve not completely vanished yet
that's right, maybe I cant talk to you because you dropped me as soon as you got some, you left me for a man, you dumped me as fast as the pan you burnt your hand on, I told you you cant cook spaghetti! you chucked me because I dont have a cock to satisfy … Continue reading jealous.
and although I hate it, when will we start living again? just so I can have a feud with the bin men. so, I can climb on a stinking bus again, have the glares off tutting wed up and well looked after mothers, times where the pram keeps falling from … Continue reading and although I hate it
nostalgic walls and nostalgic floors clothes cars worn shoes music feel touch nostalgic .
there are many things wrong with me and some may say im childish but really im just starving in the memories of places and things I have not had chance to see and be in.
I tried to call you rejected them all that's OK to do that's what you choose to do and that's how you feel.
This is the part that hurts the part where I dont talk again this is the part where I completely vanish and where words once said are banished this is the place where I inhale the rain and breathe out the cigarette again where the smoke combines into one another climbing carelessly amongst the water … Continue reading This is the part that hurts
naked flames set forests on fire, and its taking me hours and hours to finally get back out of the forest. It was dark and cold and I didn't like it , the ground smelt like mould, you should of seen it, the trees all around they all look the same, and there is no … Continue reading naked flames set forests on fire
He liked me as I was and that was extra special, He cared for me for who I was and that was something special, He didn’t even get that cross and that was really special, Or maybe I am lost and that should have all been, normal. Now he is just some ghost a person … Continue reading Special, not so special
I dont know what your mad for, but I wish I did. I wish I could make it better, but only you can do that, who is there for me? If I keep fixing these walls, my therapist he disagrees, She never puts it in to words quite simply, If I could work out the … Continue reading A different rut…
what if I want to strut in my kitchen with no clothes those things called 'bras' surely its my right its my choice to feel sexy and what if I want to wear make up, why cant it be worn for myself? why do you think my looks are for everyone else?
I am purposely picky and some times I draw out faults, that aren't there but I am scared. and I dont know what else to think, its confusing and time consuming and sometimes I wish my thoughts would just STOP. I am purposely picky because I dont want to get hurt, it takes too … Continue reading purposely picky
excuses and stories are a way for your mind to escape the truths and the tales, and your scared your fucking frightened, but you shouldn't be if only you could trust in me.
It's like ecstasy running through me heartbeat thumping through my ears, thrilling breathless at the slightest bit of danger turns me on makes it right my mind with so many channels to pick and decide and doors to open exciting, fun breathless, my chest hurts from happy bursts of joy from inside me.
if only you really knew how much your words and actions hurt me and IF ONLY YOU acted soon enough this is tough time to process.
Lets live like we have expensive cars and large tables where there are banquets of food lets live like we are rich and famous splashing cash no longer dangerous lets not worry about the electric bill for once and fuck the TV licence see my smile sparkle teeth priceless.
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Unfortunately, I have no words and even if I did they wouldn't be heard.
I gave my voice away in hope that you'll make it out I gave my voice away because I want you to live and I want you to make it if one day I dont I want you to know that I gave my voice away to bring about other voices to help the echo … Continue reading I gave my voice away
You knocked on my door and said, 'Let me introduce you to Jack', we all know him, funny, the week before he wanted to get into my pants, and then he fled the scene, because I wasn't too keen, its fine he'd never make me scream. He was alright, got his heart broken over someone … Continue reading Jack
I liked you fat so what you think about that ? you was a kind heart you saw what it was like and you watched him abandon me you stuck by the baby and you held it. that's right, you smiled at me and didn't fake it you saw the damage that was going on … Continue reading I liked you fat.
Fallin in love is like the silk sheet you get off amazon half price but its the thought. Fallin in love, is like the silk sheets you dress the bed in , but they fuckin itch, and they make your body slip. Fallin in love, is like the silk sheets you lay on … Continue reading Fallin in love
Can you hold me for a little while? Hold me for a short time let me feel loved, let me feel alive. Can you take me out of the situation so I can find a perception. will you sit with me and reflect the thoughts, Can you hold me for a little while … Continue reading Can you,
I never want to feel guilty. I never want to feel guilty for people who have hurt me, I never want to feel sympathy. I will accept whats done and try to move on. That doesn't meant that forgiveness has happend, just yet.
you asked, how does it feel over and over, and I had to ask which part , because right now each part hurts, you asked, how does it feel? describe the pain to me, like I had to go back into the past and give you tears I never kept.
call me a name, damn it, smash up this home, do something crazy, so I dont feel on my own.
im in the wrong side of the awake, and i dont feel like im walking, im in the wrong side of the awake, and im not really talking, im not really making much sense anymore, and my body just drifts around the corridors, im in the wrong side of the awake, and I can here … Continue reading the wrong side of the awake,
today I feel hurt. today, I dont feel the same, and im not sure why because not much has really changed, I feel a stomach churning, and grumble, but I dont know why.
She was just a girl, with the weight of the world, with the key to the castle and the haunted mansion, can you guess which door she unlocked? can you guess which place she went? can you guess what took her breath? she was just a girl, with the weight of the world, and all … Continue reading she
Please if you have read any of my poetry or like what I do please go onto amazon and write a review good or bad I don’t mind ! Your opinion matters and I have some pamphlets created on amazon (you don’t have to get them but I’d love your review) thankyou so much ! … Continue reading I need your reviews please
it might not be the most functional friendship,but I care about you till the end,I mean it.your talented and caring, in your own way.I can tell people have treated you the wrong way,and it hurts because I know there's people on this earth,that have not had to deal with the shit you have.your my everything, … Continue reading Everything, my all.
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
I used to walk to the top of the hill,Shout your name,I used to cycle to the top of the track,Look for your face,I used to search amongst the cobbles, the sand for your scent,But it’s just as well I never saw you…I still always searched.
I will always be afraid of losing, You will always be afraid of taking away. But for some reason, My heart has never come so close to feeling ok. You will never know how I feel, I don’t think. But I like the cheeky parts that make us both click. You set the world on … Continue reading ..
