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She Festival 2020
Thankyou 🥰
Thank you everyone for your love and support and I’m so glad I came to WordPress in 2019 and shared my poetry with you…
See me live this Saturday
https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/a-shevening-a-night-of-virtual-cabaret-shefestdigital2020-tickets-106920770904 Free or donate to the theatre Thankyou xx
Arrogant
March 2020 Truth is you’re arrogant And quite frankly don’t give a damn And if something was to put me at risk It doesn’t seem to bother you one bit I could love you for all the faults Love you for all the rights I could put all the effort in But I’m sick of … Continue reading Arrogant
Little
Maybe I underestimated The places you’ve been taking me lately You keep on coming back Even when I bite at you And there’s nothing you can really do I don’t like you And seriously I can’t be crushing I’m too old for that Maybe I’m a little bit in love.
Dear my darling
20/05/20 Dear my darling You make me want to change for the better Lately. I’ve even been trying to organise my life! How strange, that might be, to me. Someone who lives for chaos and lavishes odd socks. Dear my darling, I hope that you are ok I know deep down you’re cracking up Why … Continue reading Dear my darling
New poem : I haven’t read in so long ! Need to practice again
baby …
you can go as far as you need you can run with your legs and pick up the speed you can see how you feel and take it with ease but always come back to mummy if you need. Learn all the phrases and words that you see, understand what it means to be free, … Continue reading baby …
You closed the chapter on a cliff hanger
You closed the chapter on a cliff hanger and I'm hanging. I've been putty in your hands for hours and you couldn't give a fu**ing damn I go in circles and I try to work you out but I'm stepping left and you're always right there are only a few things that I can change … Continue reading You closed the chapter on a cliff hanger
Panic
Wheels rumble through floorboards at night, Every time an engine goes by, and the lamp from the street beams into the curtains, it's a dreary evening, a sombre feeling, Slugs come out from the cracks in the kitchen, the neighbours are yelling about the mystery lady, the cafes and restaurants they're beaming with life, loud … Continue reading Panic
Tits
I can dance in the shower with my tits swaying back and forth if I want to, and I can climb these god damn walls if I want to! didn't your mother ever tell you, rules, are meant to be broken? and if my soul is half-destroyed then there's nothing wrong with continuing to destroy … Continue reading Tits
Watch me at SHEFEST online 25th July don’t miss it
See me read my poetry on the 25th July from 7:30 via SheProductions. https://www.eventbrite.co.uk/e/106920724766 Pay what you feel 😊💕 #savethearts
I gave my voice away
I gave my voice away in hope that you'll make it out I gave my voice away because I want you to live and I want you to make it if one day I dont I want you to know that I gave my voice away to bring about other voices to help the echo … Continue reading I gave my voice away
missed (human contact)
I missed your warmth around me the skin on skin contact that connection that makes you feel complete I missed it when our eyes would meet I missed your careless observations of the world when you said you didn't want any other girl your lingering feeling like your soul within me I miss us being … Continue reading missed (human contact)
baby
(adult content/visual upsetting language ) Baby's breath still warm from battle screeches and tugging of uncut cord from mothers wounds cold touch would be unjoyous bleeding gushes, scars mark places where a human was once homed. baby's breath gasping and face mottled skin colour pink oxygen new food, a new survival skill to learn as fresh … Continue reading baby
father
New father winces and paces up hospital ward floors with swinging doors and clamped down windows he is hesitant after no sleep and craves comforting, he wants attention even if physically nothing has been happening to him, he is exhausted, the true reality of becoming a dad is overwhelming, that walking away seems like the … Continue reading father
I had a baby : Postnatal depression and the House of Light in Hull book
Odd Socks – Love poetry and spoken word
For You – Break up poetry book
It Matters : A collection of Mental Health Poetry
Ferris Wheel Book
Sorry Means Nothing Book
Toes
I always get tanned toes Because I put suncream on up to my elbows And who knows If you’ll stay or if you’ll go? I see that’s just how things tend to be Tomorrow I don’t know who I will be Seasons change like my personality Really, I shouldn’t care what you think of me … Continue reading Toes
Youth
Your face it shines like baby smooth skin even though your 20 something. Your hair its silk lets anyone in and if you're on a mission to find a man then I will give you the tips of what you should do and cant people gonna be jealous of where you're at and stealing your … Continue reading Youth
1 night
1 night turned into 3 week stay. This was no holiday vacation Whole summer trapped inside Womens screams oxygen tanks knocking and equipment bashing How people work here is beyond me it’s a strength no one mentions. Midwives don’t show much emotion on their face Recycling bin blue uniform of midwifery wear flashes in corners … Continue reading 1 night
Mother
Mother handed plastic crutches to get out of the hospital For it is her turn to be free even if her lack of ability to walk is questionable New baby is fine and healthy so she must be let go Her bed made readily available With crisp hard cotton sheets reapplied Maternity ward must free … Continue reading Mother
Drive by.
Do you drive by these parts? Following fragments of my shattered heart? Do you ever walk by ? Does my profile ever catch your eye? Are you even still alive! Or just lust the torment inside my mind. Is everything all fictional ? Are emotions all subliminal ? Could it be tomorrow or today? Do … Continue reading Drive by.
Fuckin lucky
I swear back then when I was her I couldn't see the lights smog all clogged up in my face thank god I'm in a better place now I think I'm lucky and I got a good escape for your love was uncanny and filled with mistakes I'm not one for wishing memories away I'm … Continue reading Fuckin lucky
Update
Hello everyone, I’m sorry I haven’t been able to blog for awhile been hectic few months with the lockdown and having the kids at home juggling what I have left of a degree! as well as preparing for this years SheFest in East Riding . As always I am great full for everyone who comes … Continue reading Update
Sunday. ( idea for play:16 and pregnant)
16 and pregnant
that’s when it hit me
You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. Â You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. Â You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
Exhaustion
Heavy eyes Weakened muscles Exhaustion comes in Exhaustion comes in And you weren’t there when I needed you the most I swear I could have done with comforting when I needed it the most Unempathtic words meet unempathetic ghosts.
Incomplete poem
Youve got nothing on me with your sharp tongue and negativity nothing. You're about to slip up, oh aint that a shame, and I got nothing left, not even blame, you got nothing on me no temptations, no broken rules just to be with you,
Broken Butterfly
Its difficult to adjust to changes, Â changes never gave us time. Â and life never gave us patience, Â I know that you dont believe, Â but your broken soul will heal, Â amongst the ray of sun, Â along the cocktail of sunflower yellow, Â it will lift you out, Â and my … Continue reading Broken Butterfly
Thoughts from my notepad
I got bullied at school for having hairy legs, My parents solution was to shave them, But also not to give into the bully.
Thoughts out of my notepad
A tree was only a root to start with And now it’s a giant.
Over the Humber
I need 1000 poundsAnd a train tricket out of YorkshireA couple of fagsAnd a holiday brochureA trip hazard sign and a perfect pictureWe took on some mud filled bank sideWhere you fell on your back sideYou’re hurt stillBut I promiseI didn’t lieIt’s kinda shit that it endedAnd we took different sidesI don’t blame you if … Continue reading Over the Humber
My new book is now on the amazon store ! #mentalhealthmatters
Ripped up
Ripped up envelopes And letters never posted Hundreds and debts and bills Savings never counted.
spies
there are spies inside my life they try to work out if what I am doing is wrong or right they judge me for my life but they don't know a thing.
Lay
If I could decide, I would want you, to lay me down, Real calm. And quiet.
Peace.
I used to love you Turns out I don’t love you the same way I used to You can’t just change your mind now It’s a bit late You can’t just say you’d come around It’s too late I just want some peace That’s all she said I deserve some peace. That’s all I get … Continue reading Peace.
You was
You was supposed to show me the way Older Wiser You lead me astray I wanted your freedom Now I’m in a cage You trapped me I’m weakened Lovers curse won’t go away For normality I thought it was Took advantage of my trust A bit of passion, lust You tangled me up Over pushed … Continue reading You was
Instead of anger show me love.
Instead of anger show me love comfort me when I am no longer able to see Instead of bitterness give me hugs, tell me its ok to wait, its ok to be cautious. Instead of anger, that you rage down on me, give me space and time to let me breathe, give me … Continue reading Instead of anger show me love.
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Even when you are alone you are never really alone.
Even when you are alone you are never really alone, I swear. I know its not easy and sometimes unfair, But I promise even when you feel alone, you aren't alone, because I am here.
#3 Pick Me Up
Pick me up in the pieces you left me in, collect my soul out of the wheelybin. Dust me off and let me in, its been awhile so lets begin. Strip Me Down and Fuck me in. Off goes the bra, the clothes, I'm in. My hearts been racing since the Chinese … Continue reading #3 Pick Me Up
Sex
Sex worries me Scares me It’s intimate And I always hate having sex with someone new I wish it could have always been the first one Or that the first time was right It’s bad that I have to keep moving on People say sex Helps with that ?
I’m so down
I’m so down I feel alone I want to share my achievements with you But no one is home A cuddle wouldn’t go amiss And I’ve almost forgotten how it feels to feel a kiss.
