I miss that I can’t call you Like I used to And talk. I miss that you don’t even Call Anymore. I hate that All we have become is dull There are no Conversations Just numb. I miss that you no longer see me As special or unique I’m hurting because I can’t show you … Continue reading I miss that
You’re keeping me away For reasons I’m not sure Maybe your not the same Maybe you’re not sure. But you know I have emotions To which you will not let me display And this cruel behaviour Is antagonising and paralysing me What do you want giving? For I give all the time You keep me … Continue reading Unable to act
I confess too much Yes I care to much Yes I thought they would care Of course I regret opening my heart wide open Yes I regret believing in them once again Of course.
Do you really think That we can part Go separate ways And live apart Because I have tried And I have fought I have met many men And left them distraught Because they are not the ones on my mind You are.
For I have cried A thousand tears A thousand times A thousand days I have cried I toss and I turn I cannot sleep I cannot focus Think I cannot get through Another year Another life time With all this pain Inside my heart I am so worn down I am so lost I cannot … Continue reading Why can’t I be happy #poetry #poem #amwriting
When I woke up this morning I wanted to say I love you But maybe you would not appreciate that As much as I do saying it So I wish you well instead I put myself in hell instead When I woke up this morning I hoped that something would change That things would get … Continue reading When I woke up this morning #poetry #poet #amwriting
I know Deep in your heart There is something there And wherever it lays It’s still there That feeling you had for me It’s in there And I hope It may return In time I hope you will Return In time I know Deep in your heart It is there And I hope That one … Continue reading I know #poetry #writing #amwriting
I suppose you’ll say sorry Then come up with a shitty excuse of a story It all starts with sorry I’m just saying It’s always a sorry Then comes the excuse Sometimes it’s a reasonable excuse and makes absolute sense, but then the excuses become tiresome, and I’m tired a lot. So the extra added … Continue reading Sorry, #poetry #poem #amwriting #writer
I enjoyed the thought many a time, I must accept our separate lives, In sadness there is blessing, and I am sure I will find the meaning to everything, in due time. I must carry on live as a mother, and you must carry on living as you will. though it is sad, that I … Continue reading the thought #poetry #writing #imwriting #Writer #amwriting #saddness #grief #goodbye
I dreamt of you, I fell asleep staring into the clouds above the boulevard I watched them until they drifted away and revealed the stars I listened to the crickets and the mice scurry I smelt the ash from the BBQ further down the street I smiled when the work men finally put down their … Continue reading A dream
The second I hear your voice I know that I am alive And you know the power of your tone It’s a shame you don’t use it anymore. The second I hear your voice I know it will all come back And all this tit for tat we deserve more than that But you throw … Continue reading The second I hear your voice
He wants that type of love Where when you wake up Your always on their mind He wants that true connection where if there is something off or wrong The other person can telepathically tell That sort of realtionship Where if your in hell then they’re in hell as well. He wants that type of … Continue reading HE WANTS
When you ever doubt the creaking stairs Just know That I believe in you when you wish that you could have heard Just know That I believe in you When I have gone and left this earth Please know I still believe in you When you are in your new world And lost for words … Continue reading Going forward
The truth is you can never go back in time and ask for moments to be reversed now you have rehearsed what you may have done. The truth is he may never look at you with those eyes again, he may never lean forward. never hold you, never tell you your being difficult and hard … Continue reading The truth is
I broke down for you What a cowardly thing to do I broke down for you I carried your burden of aches I prayed Damn I even laid and swayed in thought of becoming more than your dirty door mat Damn I even pulled out my heart and pumped it with gold for you to … Continue reading I broke down for you
Was it really just all words? That time you called on the phone? Was it really just all words, in sarcastic tone, When you set your gaze upon me? Was it really all just words, when we would meet? Am I blinded by the truth? are you hiding behind the reality? Are you serious, for … Continue reading Was it really just words?
All ever anybody wants Is a deeper connection In this world But I just seem to get caught up With cruel men who want to tear me down...
It’s ok, to not feel ok It’s ok, not to be ok It’s ok, that your not feeling alright It’s ok, that your feeling lonely tonight It’s ok, if you doubt everything you do It’s ok, if you think you’ll never be the better version of you It’s ok, to feel like you won’t ever … Continue reading It’s ok #poem #poetry #Hull #writer #poet #wordpress #followme
What I think and what I feel, is out of sync with your intentions. Your intentions they seem untrue, and your an imperfect as a human. Which is ok you know, but the way you act. Doesn’t follow. Don’t follow. I hoped my actions shouted louder moved faster than a birds wings escaping from the … Continue reading Intentions #poem #wordpress #poetry
Your eye twitches and the leaves start to shake off the branches again As the seasons slowly start to change Every bramble bush you chop away And seeds you dash around the place They grow but they will never fill the hole Of me and you, since you’re alone, And yes my love I’ll always … Continue reading You know it #poem #poetry
It’s not right It’s not right But it’s fair in the balance of life In the balance of things It’s just how it seems to be You get one chance My chance is gone It’s fair because that’s his choice and that’s his life and that’s his decisions So all I can do is go … Continue reading It ain’t right but it’s fair. #poem #poetry #Hull
My man How bold you stand How calm you speak How confident you seem My man So cold and alone I love you so I love you so My man He will battle through everything as one His mind is troubled His heart is gone My man How I love you so I do love … Continue reading My man #poetry #poem #love
I wanted to shock him with an intense high voltage Via the phone screen, Make him see the reality of the loss of him and I, Shock him till his heart burst into fiery flames a fierce pain so forceful and frightening, I wanted to explode the phone and let it go drowning to the … Continue reading Romance is dead. 3/08/21 #poetry #author #published #Hull #writing #writer #subscribe
soggy wet patch from the sex act that lasted till ten past you climb out of the bed and leave off you go to smoke some weed you never told me I'm all you need you just leave me here in frozen sea an organ maybe is all he sees I know, I know, it … Continue reading soggy wet patch #sex #poem #writing #relationship #poetry #writing
He complains But he never says That me and him could be arranged And I’m concerned Because everyone around me Is newly wed Or having babies And I know I don’t need a man to make me whole But I want to combine both our souls Because 2 is always better than 1 When the … Continue reading Why
it started small From a bit of heartbreak Then as if a leak It spread all over It started like a pip In soft water Then grew and grew Into this massive tree Inside of me Within me A weed too large to kill with weed killer A weed too big it pulls me under … Continue reading This big black hole
I can’t date you If dating you means I’ll be ignored for more than 10 hours at a time And I’ll tell you why Because I’m a human And I need interaction I can’t feel your love if you’re not around If you don’t even contact me How will it work It just leaves me … Continue reading I can’t date you
People enjoying simple charity hauling a cup of coffee in the morning Then dissipate in the rain . Children run along with their mums Long coat men vanish in the air Cars they sweep the streets Splashing puddles everywhere . Taxis beep and people run from the glum atmosphere Some they smile and watch as … Continue reading Newland and the rain
I write about things that may be uncomfortable if it’s happen to me, then it should happen to all of you; I once dated a guy who thought it was funny To burp in my face , but it was quite disgusting Then I dated a guy who would brush his teeth So much to … Continue reading Floppy dick #poem
I thought I could Build it back up You know, create something tough In replace of the rubble and dust To be honest I’ve lost all trust I’ve lost all hope Along the dirt and smoke I can’t build anything Even if I tried to think Because there just isn’t any bricks.
If I start changing my hair Would you like me more Or wear red lipstick Tighter clothes If I showed my breasts just so you know Under my jumpers I have breasts you know Higher heels Longer legs Maybe you’ll only notice me when I’m dead? Earrings, pretty things Eyeshadow, a bum lift I don’t … Continue reading Please just like me for me. #poem #poetry #poems #writing #Hull
I have a few stories inside my heart I want to start And I want to write But I seem to not get the timing of right It’s a bit annoying Because I love writing so much I have become obsessed with perfecting the story I haven’t even started I should stop being my own … Continue reading I have a few (a writers rant) #poetry #poem #writing #Hull #amwriting
He doesn’t want to love me He doesn’t want to really settle down At least when I am around He feels like he is not alone And he can try and get all the sympathy he likes But he doesn’t want to love me in return He doesn’t ask about me or learn He’s not … Continue reading He don’t want to love me
That boy ain’t mine Who you kidding He got a million secrets hidden No time for me No time for me Surely that’s a sign That that boy ain’t mine.
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So, I fell in love with a guy, recently, but he doesn’t actually notice me, Yeah we get on, I think the feeling is strong, But I don’t see him coming quickly to see me, I fell quick, I fell fast, I know a bit about his past, But to him my love is blind, … Continue reading I fell
I just sat Crying And crying Waiting And waiting Being pulled in For yet another pregnancy complaint The baby isn’t moving again His heart beat Monitored Repeatedly But then sent home and forgotten about for another few weeks Then back again sobbing and crying.
I sat for 30 minutes once Waiting In an overcrowded Doctors surgery With KC FM on the radio Playing over used songs Looping With the same adverts After 5 minutes each time New car, check a trade.com, quit smoking, then another song, Holiday away, Botox surgery, cornflakes,then another song, Car screeches, get your claim, offers … Continue reading Doctors #2
Doctors have Soft Hands Pull rubber Gloves Don’t look Sharp scratch All done.
Raindrops are wonderful. Rain D R O P S Like tears D R O P S Splash splish splosh They rattle across my sunken in eyes Disguised by the heart ache inside my life Rain D R O P S Oh Rain.
I wish you knew it all I wish it was all neatly folded and packed away I wish it wasn’t all sticking out and all over the place I wish you knew it all I wish you knew how to make it work I wish you wanted to make it work I wish you wanted … Continue reading I wish you knew it all
There’s a part in my brain Where hugs have become a gate way For people and their games I give you a hug You might fuck me up Mentally. Sometimes I give you a hug Then you think I want to fuck Physically. Sometimes I give no hug Then you think I give no fucks … Continue reading Hug to fuck, fuck to hug.
Words I wish to say I wish to say I love you Instead of a hello or goodbye I wish to say I love you Because of all the reasons in my mind Makes it seem right Makes it seem right But I don’t say any words That I wish to say So I love … Continue reading Words I wish to say
Popcorn and fizzy drink kisses Pinball and bowling bowl ally’s Soft talk And much as you can handle This is what it is Popcorn and smiling and laughing Sweet stalls and markets with lights in Small talk that’s all that is happening This is all that is happening It’s fun to be included in It’s … Continue reading Popcorn
All I want is to reassure you , I see you’ve been down lately . I am a problem solver, But not of my own problems it seems . I am humble to be in your company , Not sure if it’s the other way around . Life is like lottery, You don’t know what’s … Continue reading All I want
You can have it all I am done After all this effort You have won This is it And I am done.
Every time I was lost You was there to put me right Every time I derailed You told me to fight You said to me once That I just need a little time To find myself Surround myself To ground myself. You left a little note With the book you bought I stared at it … Continue reading Everything #poetry #writing #amwriting