Unless your going to put a ring unless you want me to mean a thing unless you are listening then I am walking Unless you are here with me unless you drive and see unless you care Then i'm gone. Going, I know it wasn't for you to say and I know its up to … Continue reading unless
it this bigger? is this better? are you impressed yet? is it enough? Do I make your body shake? your face shiver? your palms sweat? is it enough? it is bigger? is it better? is this enough? what more do you want ? my heart pulled out ? on a plate for your love? is … Continue reading is this
if love wont complete you if time wont complete you if in growing and by showing and even by knowing, isnt enough then nothing will be.
i'm empty, and everyone can see, i'm as clear as the glass, that's half empty, half empty, totally empty.
It’s over now Thank god It’s over now and you can blame me all you like yeah all you want, but it’s over now. I don’t want to live with you constant shouting, Smashing up my house and screaming, it’s collateral. Too dramatical. I need practical something calming Soothing, sooth.
sit down chill out take a deep breath. How are you ? How are you? I like your dress are you safe? are you safe? I never wanted to be in this place, she took me in, under her wing, and brought me to a safer space, Sit down, its ok, have a sip of … Continue reading sit
Bullet drives through my skin in slow motion slowly piercing in Bullet zooming through the air driving into my skin thats how i'm feeling when you keep on lying to my face.
I dont care if loving you will make me less wise I can see my own teardrops inside your eyes even if your own hand fades into the lights I caught you off guard and you gave me a fright. I saw a future in us, and now its in tatters not that you care … Continue reading loving you
If you are loving me like you love your mother then you arent loving her. If your keeping me like you kept your goldfish then im floating in the death of your neglect If youre leaving like you left your child then youre no fighter If your loving me like you love your mother then … Continue reading mother
I'm still here even after all the shit you gave me I'm still here and baby you got me digging my own grave after all the shit you gave somehow somehow I made it i'm brave.
I bet you wish You did it better I bet you wish You could forget her See these marks around my wrists Marks from rope Tied up from frustrations Restrictions Heavy weights pull me down I sink in deep Footprints in mud stay cemented These paths I walk I’m judged Barely made it But I’m … Continue reading Self destruction button
My August pamphlet is now out Sober : Lilyth Poetry Thanks for your support xxx
August 2020 Dear reader, The last few months have been testing, not just for me but for the whole country. They opened up the pubs and they’ve opened up the parks again to the public. Kids sneaking about having house parties and apparently increasing the infection rates. Schools are reopening and people have been doing … Continue reading ‘Sober’, out now, keep a lookout for the next lot of giveaways
Lady penelope was a bright lady but she was sick of peoples messed up realities sick of peoples attitudes completely sick of everything. She no longer stayed a lady, she set her corset in flames, she danced naked in the rain, she swore at the gods and laughed at the pews she drank all the … Continue reading Lady Penelope
Yeah well guess what you fucked me up with your smiles and surprises at everything when something was nice you was always around but when something was wrong well where, where you? You fucked me up late night on the motor way, going no way, Cats eyes glaring, flash flash flash Do you feel it? … Continue reading Guess, what you fu*ked me up.
I was sold when you said you'd give me half price bread I was sold when you told me you preferred hot chocolate instead I was sold you told me that you think I am fit I was sold till you got me to bed I was sold when you told me you'd shelter my … Continue reading I was sold
Guess what Tom you're a fraud Always scared if daddy knew You might like boys I'm sorry it's true You tried to act all gangster but you never made the cut and people still talk about you but not in the ways you hoped and you used me for sex you tried your best over … Continue reading Guess what Tom you’re a fraud
I got to cut you lose because it will become too much and I don't want to have to choose between loving you and living my life you're not making me happy and you disregard everything like you know best and you tell me its probably good to just forget but what about the things … Continue reading lose
Warm hands, cold touch yours obsessing over me is too much I can't write, I can't think, I can't be who I want to be... your paranoid and think I avoid you want me to rush my feelings to please you I told you that is not something I am prepared to do you think … Continue reading don’t understand
I am so sick of bullshit they said the builder would have been here a week ago I am so sick of bullshit they said I would have had the cheque in the post I am so sick of bullshit wheres my life wheres my chance? I am so sick of bullshit I want to … Continue reading bullshit
You people in your big mansion homes Large estate cars In windows no reflection As an outsider I glare No takeaway menues No leaflets please And gates you build up So no one can get in Symmetrical windows Symmetrical cats You don’t give away new furniture Because to you it is tat Empathy lost and … Continue reading Broken mansion
I’m tired of this griveing feelingYou made it very clear youre leavingI haven’t been doing much healingI’ve been feeling tired of this grieving feelingI wish you would just come put these problems to bedFill back the silence with talk insteadYou know there’s much to talk aboutWe’ve never had a fight, never had a shout.
In my ex’s eyes I am every mistake In my mother’s eyes I’m the ones I didn’t make In fathers eyes there’s no reflection there In my haters they don’t even care In my lovers eyes all he sees is faith In my daughters eyes she hopes for grace My sons eyes all he sees … Continue reading Eyes
If I want to be in that situation where I am held and its a celebration I want to have the choice to feel that I am the one that's in control I am not prepared to ever get hurt because in life its love I deserve never let anyone persuade you with words now … Continue reading control
You won't let me touch you and you're still pink from the day that I held you and how you've grown my absence as a mother I've mourned I'm cold from the death of friendships that never kept warm You won't let me speak and I just want to be able to give you the … Continue reading Growing
you've become the elephant in the room and no-one wants to talk about you! you've become the dirt in the rug that no one wants to pick up and shrug you've become the coffee stains enshrined in the mugs that you held the ones you left behind you've become the history I fear to repeat … Continue reading you’ve
I have some mental health issues I need to get rid they've been asking for security codes hacking to get in.
Let's get high, I'm tired of fucking crying all the time, let's get high I don't think the neighbours will mind? commit crime then run and never do the time stay inside but get high to pass the time let's get high because I'm fucking sick of crying all the time.
Is there a lump in your throat? when you feel them guilty things? were you guessing id leave a suicide note just so I could clear some things? Guilty names stuck in my brain A B and C of the men that have harmed me Like some game to you a passing comment People think … Continue reading Lumpy throat
How does it feel? when the ringtone has no line door knocks but there is no one inside Car goes but there is no one in the passenger side Alarm bells but not for the school ride How does it feel? the mug sits but with no tea Love is no longer eternity.
Why say on that day you were happy and could never wish it away? we found out we were having a baby boy and you jumped around with tears of joy? Fucking hell what's wrong with you? You are not the man I thought I knew Now you have your woman wrapped around your finger … Continue reading Why have a kid then?
How could you have not been a happy baby I gave you the stars the moon and maybe A little more than I could give at the time I was giving How could you have not been happy with the life we were living? are you kidding? I rubbed your back with vapour rub I'd … Continue reading How could you have not been happy baby?
You display anger defeat and a world you haven't yet met, to make your own And if there's someone you love that feels lost and alone You turn cold. You challenge everyone else but don't care for yourself You make me so mad that I wish we hadn't met But then I return to that … Continue reading You
I was happy writing what I felt but then people twisted my emotions into something they weren't
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March 2020 Truth is you’re arrogant And quite frankly don’t give a damn And if something was to put me at risk It doesn’t seem to bother you one bit I could love you for all the faults Love you for all the rights I could put all the effort in But I’m sick of … Continue reading Arrogant
Maybe I underestimated The places you’ve been taking me lately You keep on coming back Even when I bite at you And there’s nothing you can really do I don’t like you And seriously I can’t be crushing I’m too old for that Maybe I’m a little bit in love.
20/05/20 Dear my darling You make me want to change for the better Lately. I’ve even been trying to organise my life! How strange, that might be, to me. Someone who lives for chaos and lavishes odd socks. Dear my darling, I hope that you are ok I know deep down you’re cracking up Why … Continue reading Dear my darling
you can go as far as you need you can run with your legs and pick up the speed you can see how you feel and take it with ease but always come back to mummy if you need. Learn all the phrases and words that you see, understand what it means to be free, … Continue reading baby …
You closed the chapter on a cliff hanger and I'm hanging. I've been putty in your hands for hours and you couldn't give a fu**ing damn I go in circles and I try to work you out but I'm stepping left and you're always right there are only a few things that I can change … Continue reading You closed the chapter on a cliff hanger
Wheels rumble through floorboards at night, Every time an engine goes by, and the lamp from the street beams into the curtains, it's a dreary evening, a sombre feeling, Slugs come out from the cracks in the kitchen, the neighbours are yelling about the mystery lady, the cafes and restaurants they're beaming with life, loud … Continue reading Panic
I can dance in the shower with my tits swaying back and forth if I want to, and I can climb these god damn walls if I want to! didn't your mother ever tell you, rules, are meant to be broken? and if my soul is half-destroyed then there's nothing wrong with continuing to destroy … Continue reading Tits
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I gave my voice away in hope that you'll make it out I gave my voice away because I want you to live and I want you to make it if one day I dont I want you to know that I gave my voice away to bring about other voices to help the echo … Continue reading I gave my voice away
your pearls of wisdom grind my teeth but you pull me in like Malibu and ice cream your face is wrong you're blunt you're toxic like a summers nights bad dream im waking up but fallin in deep forcing my fingers in a live socket you shock my body i'm burning badly in a boxing … Continue reading Pearls
You're a detrimental character and youve got me woven in your web Crawling to the door latch come tuck me up in bed eating from your hands i'm laying in a daydream and youre planting lies inside my head youre a detrimental character making me believe the things youve fed I got to cut you … Continue reading Detrimental Character