You think It’s bad timing
I think it’s just right
I can’t promise a solution
I just can’t do that tonight
And I’m sorry my confusion
Spills out into my life
But I promise I will be better
Please let me put this right
No I don’t mean to come across as obsessive
It’s just I’ve had a lot of time
I’ve spent so many summers
Dreaming to be by your side
I hate I feel I’m rushing
Diving in without a clue
But I can’t help it
The feelings I feel for you
I’ve had so many chances
I’ve blown them
I’m sorry
I just keep thinking
That one day
We’ll grow closer
It’s not the drinking talking
It’s not the medication
And I’m not being crazy
This is not desperation
And in the end if you can’t forgive me
I forgive that you can’t let me in
But I promise you this
I won’t hurt you
Again.
Image by Jessica Rae 2012
