LettersyoullneverseeI told my pa
My belly aches I feel so sad my body shakes ‘Go to bed and have some rest, when you wake up you’ll feel your best’
Even as I was getting older
All I needed was a shoulder
I told my mum I felt so sick
My stomach is weak from feeling worried
she said
‘Get some water my dear daughter you’ll feel better in the morning’
Then it came to a day
I told my man as he held my hand
I feel so weak I cannot stand
I feel so anxious it aches so bad
Like the worst gut feelings I’ve ever had
My tummy hurts like I’m hung over
But I’m not I’m fucking sober
I just wanted him to reach to me
But he turned away like he was too blind to see
And it wasn’t until now
Now it’s almost all over
That I realised
From his cold shoulder
That the mental impact from my sadness
Was making me feel all this pain
everyone used to say anxiety was to blame?
But it was
my gallbladder that was taken away.
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Out of a family of 6, 4 have now got no gaul bladder! will I be next?? I’m told its very painful 😮
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Apparently people can live with it for decades and not realise they have a problem more common in women who have had multiple pregnancy’s. It’s painful and the recovery can be hard but once it’s gone feel better than ever. It was getting bad to a point I couldn’t walk anywhere or clean around the house. You’d know about it if your in chronic pain after every thing you eat xx
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3 of the 4 were women, my dad had his out when he was about 70, so I might be able to struggle on for a bit! Xx
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Oh no they say over here low fat diet to elivate symptoms xx
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Ah well, a bit late for me, I’m over 50 and have been living on a diet of mostly lard! 😀 😀
I’m in the UK – not that far from you, in S.Yorks, both my sisters and mum had theirs out, all 3 are mothers – and my Dad had his out too, but like I said, he was kicking on a bit by then.
God knows whats wrong with my body, its pretty knackered IMO, but I’m still going somehow! 😀 ❤
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