You vanished

I don’t know why you took it upon yourself
To never make an effort again
When we seemed to be making progress
Why lie?
And I tried to forget about it
It didn’t seem like this would happen
And now I feel I will never hear from you again
Never be in that moment
It hurts me more than you think
You don’t think at all
Sometimes that hurts even more
I have to reprogram my skills to let you go
I have to act like I don’t have any pain anymore
I have to prove to people in my face and not let it show
I’ve got to accept I don’t hear from you
Reasons I won’t understand
Out of my hands
I know
I can’t force you to communicate
But this feeling is nothing to celebrate.

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