I’m not good enough

I’m not good enough
And it’s easier to say goodbye then it is to say hello
I’m not the one
I tell myself
I’m not even close
I want to be enough
But I push and push
I’m not good enough
I’m not perfect
I’m not the person you wish I should be
And rejection after rejection has eaten at me
I don’t want to say goodbye
But I’ve thought about it for awhile
Is it good to leave on a good note
Or keep fighting for that thought
I can’t bare to go through it again
I could sit up all night and repent
But it wouldn’t show all the time I’ve spent
Spent putting things right
I want to be the one
I want to let go and be inside the mind of your home
But I don’t want to let you down
It scares me becoming close enough for you to see me as I am
But I tell my self I’m not good enough.

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