never again

Never again.

I didn’t think I was saying goodbye,

when I was in that moment,

I didn’t think you went home to cry.

while I was still in that moment.

I drank so much. I don’t know why.

I didn’t spew up my guts.

and I never took the hint when my body had enough.

I just thought another drink would make me closer to you. 

I know now it did the opposite.

I thought, you’d only like me when im drunk.

and if social media wasn’t around,

I know we wouldn’t talk,

Never again. I tell myself.

My love is on the highest shelf.

My purse locked away.

every penny spent,

and every penny invested,

put away into a chest,

along with where my heart is.

Never

Again.

 

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