its raw,
still stings,
and I didn’t want to be back here,
despite all your flaws,
appearing from nowhere,
you put my life on pause. . .
again,
and I don’t think I can take much more,
heartless… or reckless behavior,
please allow your demons,
to now carry me,
put me back to bed,
so I can forget….
I can’t wait anymore and can’t live on pause,
for today,
and the next day,
and the next day,
my life shall resume,
and I shall press play.