although we didnt get much time,
I take the honor of knowing,
That in growing,
I spent some time with you,
We wasnt single,
We was joint?
We was something?
And it was an honor…
I will never forget that cheeky grin,
When I held the door and let you in,
I had to throw you out once or twice,
Being late not worth the sacrifice,
I will never forget that surprise you gave me,
When you said you thought you loved me,
I doubt I’ll get over the days,
Where you held me on your knee in a night club spinning,
Sitting outside the pub like we did in the beginning,
If it wasnt love then fuck’ you got me hoaxed, but you still passed me the vodka cokes,
It’s like I didnt need anyone else around me.
Because you gave me everything I need (needed)
I dont think it will get easier,
Time will make things simpler,
You know exactly what this is ,
But I’ll act like its non of my buisness,
You cant stay mad forever ,
Because I put the milk in the tea ,
the bread in the toaster.
Even from the height standing on that step, just to kiss you on your neck,
you thought it was some silly game, but it was fun and you got your way,
Blowing out fags by the back,
Looking serious like theres no turning back,
I doubt I will forget it,
I doubt I will forget that.
We never made it to the other side,
We never made it to the end of the car ride,
I really wanted to be there,
Theres not much around not much here,
It’s scary that the blanks are deadly silent,
And for some time I wanted quiet,
But even this is too much to bare,
I wish things would get easier,
But at least I can say it was an honor….