I walked back home,
And it was cold that afternoon,
Been raining since the AM,
Couldn’t really afford a cab,
Your driving around was really handy,
But you know its been kind of hard since you left, see,
To see you standing there,
Before you vanished like a puff of air,
Your face all graced with love and care,
Feeling your warmth grow closer,
That was something I never thought I’d see,
My work might as well be dumped in the bin,
Because all I do is keep on struggling,
I accepted that you will,
Continue to treat me like I was never there.
And I try to continue like nothing happend.
Oh a world where you learn to be adult,
Making habits of being fucked,
And accepting pain when it all fucks up.