On your knee sat in Spiders

on your knee, we sat in Spiders

and you wrapped your arms around us,

you left me wanting to learn so much more,

then you pushed me over and locked the door…

on your knee, we sat in Spiders

and you wrapped your arms around us,

telling all your friends, I was, what you wanted …

man, even they knew we had a relationship before I did!

on your knee, sat in Spiders

and you had your arms wrapped around us,

it felt so good to self destruct

the alcohol was never enough

so we had a smoke,

we had a smoke,

you watched me choke, you watched me cough.

you let me go and now I’m gone…

you held me close and shot the gun,

I gave you all I let you win,

You stared at me in the face of a disaster,

You split me in half and ripped the plaster,

I played along and you the master…

You gave no time and no answers,

You gave no energy to give me time to heal,

You spun my heart on a spinning wheel,

You watched me die, and watched me reel,

On your knee sat in Spiders,

I don’t think that people minded us,

time went slow thanks to alcohol, and the room turned inside out,

Then the room became your flat,

On your bed, you sat beside us,

you didn’t want me to stay,

so would you have sent me home in such a bad way?

I was your rebound,

and now you’ve found,

your inner you

the inner truth,

I hope that’s all you ever needed 

I hope that she won’t bleed as much as I did,

the next and the next and the next,

I hope that you can forget my texts

and I hope that you won’t regret

all the things that will happen next.

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