you owe me but thanks

you owe me for the heart ache

for the finanical strains day to day

you owe me for the depression and guilt

you owe me for the time it took

you owe me for the days you left me waiting

for the times we should be happy and living

you owe me for the pain

THAT KIND OF PAIN THAT NEVER FADES

you owe me for darkening my name

for shattering my spirits

for watching me fall into a pit

you owe me for that and you owe me for this

you owe me for this living creature

that you made

and never gave a damn and

you owe me for the pain

the pain of now the pain of today

you owe me for walking away

you owe me for the strain

you took me down and tore me up

you threw away the dream and burned the locks

but thanks

thanks for the body you left with me

that makes me smile and gives me company

thanks for the baby

for that chance

to raise a boy and love him

thanks for the opportunity

to have this unique life to live

and f*ck you and your attitude

im better off without you.

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