i wish i could be
anywhere but here
and i know you’ve wished this too
how long does pain stay pain?
how long does sorrow last?
how far away from the past do I have to be?
i just cant explain.
i want to be on the other end of the horoscope
the right side of the spectrum
i want a balanced life with balanced thoughts
i know i wont be your perfection
i dont want to feel like shit anymore
i just want to welcome peoples love
and im tired of being let down
i want to be enough
i want people to hear me people to care
i want too much
i want too much.
sometimes i just cant help how i feel
and your cold shoulder
is too much to bare
i want to say goodbye
but each time it hurts even more
and i wrote a couple of letters
but i never posted them to your door
if you could have spent
just one more second
maybe climbed inside my skin
then maybe you would understand
how I have been