Dark

Will it always be dark my dear?

Will I always be inside this dark dark hole you’ve buried me in?

I felt your kisses on my neck

That sent flutters to my head

You seemed thin like a scarecrow

I didn’t want to brake your bones

Your precious heart made of glass feathers and stones

I thought I was home, you was my home

Now it’s all gone!

And just like dirt

The earth is what you are now

No more hate no more tears no more crying for years and years

No more loath no more envy no more hurt no more empty

No more sorrow

no more dying inside this loss

I refuse to be your hostage

I won’t be your slave

I refuse to take the cost

I won’t be defeated by this wave of chaos!

And just like blue

The sky above

The trees the grass the sound of love

The earth the round the sound of love

The bricks that lay I call my home

I refuse to believe that I’m alone

I am not alone.

See,

You may not love me

But I’m in love with the path I stand

I’m in love with the faces

That smile

The kindest of actions every once in awhile

I will not drown from you tossing me away

I refuse to die and grieve that way

There are many people like you, and you and you

But it is not my job to tell you what you should do

And yes you repulse me with your carelessness

But I refuse to be your mess.

Maybe my feelings for you will remain

But today

I am not alone

I am not alone.

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