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I’ve come to accept, that you was fake. And a large part of me knows that it was just made up shit.

Its hard to sit here and not do much at all, as I watch people play along.

At the end of the day you never gave me credit.

When I turned up and picked you up, when I reached out and made you talk.

When I believed in you more than them, more than yourself.

but fine, I’m like whatever.

Please dont be so surprised, If I cant look you in the eyes, as you watched my whole life die, its a disgrace, and your face is a mistake, I should not have placed, any faith in your space, mistakes, mistakes.

last word, last word, last word,

I know you heard,

I know you judge me from small talk,

I know you all talk. Its all boring. Your story is boring.

Last word, last word.

I’ve come to accept,

that the whole concept,

was shit,

and I tried to put my faith in it,

because even you knew it was shit, and your attitude stinks.

you cant blind me with your radio stunts

you cant blind me with your made up bullshit

no,

last word, last word, last word.

Do as you wish, to me your words are ashes, to me your hate is vanishes, it doesn’t mean anything to me, nothing can hurt me anymore, not as much as the hurt I’ve already been through,

please dont be surprised when I say I dont trust you, actions aren’t words and words aren’t actions,

please dont ask me to part with my feelings when you are the fake person

please dont invite me to the online events when you couldn’t give a shit if I was dead

please dont tell me I am wrong

when I know full well what’s been going on.

last word, last word, last word.

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