the last part

I’m at the last part
of my degree
and I feel so weak
I feel so weak
I lost my grandad
I had a baby
and an operation
then my mum got sectioned
I’m at the last part
the last part
and I have lost so many people and friends that I had at the start
I am lost
I am lost
I feel like I am suffering
I am in pain
and I hurt
I am sad
I am hurt
I need rest
I need time
But this last part is mine
I want to graduate
and be free
and prove to myself and my children
that I can do this degree
despite the hell
the very hell
I have lived through and been through whilst trying to keep an education
draining pockets
draining food banks
I really want to push through this
I want to see the light I really do
but it is a struggle
another hard struggle
to push through.

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