I still feel like I love you,
my past trauma leaves me delusional?
you did not love me.
and that hurts.
but I still feel like I love you!
I miss smiling in the garden
I miss looking at the tree swaying at the back
and I miss hearing the windchimes gently tapping around
I miss the floor
I miss the ground
I miss being grounded.
surrounded by care, surrounded by people that are there,
and I still think I love you.