soggy wet patch #sex #poem #writing #relationship #poetry #writing

soggy wet patch

from the sex act

that lasted till ten past

you climb out of the bed and leave

off you go to smoke some weed

you never told me I’m all you need

you just leave me here in frozen sea

an organ maybe is all he sees

I know, I know, it meant more to me.

……….

fallen condom landed on the landing

as you walked off inside my towel

we’d been trying for hours

but you still get no satisfaction

I don’t know why he turns up at this time

I’m tired and it’s exhausting me,

You never tell me I’m all you need,

you go back to your car and drive and leave

leave me here in open seas

I know an organ is all he sees

I know, I know it meant more to me.

…….

You left your lighter

by the way

and your spliff

in the ash tray

you left your underwear on the stairs

and piss stain on the toilet seat

maybe you could at least remove

all memory when you’re done using me

would it even hurt

to fucking call

at least I know

I’m worth something more

when the time is right

…..

Pillow soaked

from my showered hair

I clean my body

cold and bare

I wonder if you’ll do the same to her

and leave like you do

with no care

I’ve got no heart valves left to tear

now times moved forward

I’m so aware

of what you did

and what you’ve done

there is no excuse

cos you weren’t a boy

you were a man.

….

and maybe when you’ve become a dad

you’ll tell your kids

about our mistake

how I’m the one who got away

pulled the cord

a quick escape

it’ll never be enough

because I have to live with this pain

as you move your life away

to freedom

and I’m living here dealing with what you’ve done

I know and I know,

an organ is all he sees,

I know and I know,

drowning in frozen seas,

I know I know

an organ is all he sees,

I know I know,

it meant more

to

me.

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