So. I'm blocked. And blocking is not fun, Blocking hurts. Blocking really hurts. Blocking means we probably wont ever talk again, in our living life, Blocking means that everything we did and everything that may have meant something is now just another..
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
I was hoping it was you. I have missed you for so long. I have searched every google, yahoo, msn, search engine with your name and every Facebook wall, and now I am faced with a number, I thought, I deleted. It took me so long to find you. I have missed you. I have … Continue reading Longed
The first visitor was a visitor in a white summers dress, brown hair, golden eyes. Clark's sandals. Brief case. Whiteboard. My dad set room in the middle room for me to meet with her. I was 9 maybe 8. Not sure my age never really seems to fit in so many scenarios. She was strange, … Continue reading The first visitor
Theres always a noise when I lay in bed. The boiler brimming, the fan in the bathroom, children waking up in the middle of the night. Cars going past the window, the automatic room spray in the living room. It feels like my head cant shut off all the noise, the noise is like a … Continue reading Visitors
You, Tricked me of a promise land, And foolish I, I took your hand, They laugh and cradle over me, As I stay inside for week, Embarrassed ashamed and frozen. People they ask me what I'm doing, If I have moved on, Because now your gone, And that's something I am supposed to be doing, … Continue reading Promise land.
It doesnt really matter, Just take off for tonight, Dance when it feels right, And fly when the air can give you flight, With all your might. Dance girl, Worries can be resolved, theres a solution for every single one. If there isnt there is no point in getting worried, Dance girl dance....
I shouldnt have to justify, But you might like me a little more when the sun shines bright, Like 22 and a half carat gold, Legs bare, Hair down, Summer is a girls place to not have care in the world, But you didnt give me a chance, To see me, meet me in the … Continue reading You didnt get a chance to see me in the summer
And tonight, I relapse, So what you gonna do? Get the rule book out, And scream at me rule by rule? Tonight I relapse, Back into the monster I got rid, I've been battling insomnia , Whilst babys drool falls on to the bib. I am screaming out for comfort, As I stare around the … Continue reading Relapse
You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.