I have some mental health issues I need to get rid they've been asking for security codes hacking to get in.
Let's get high, I'm tired of fucking crying all the time, let's get high I don't think the neighbours will mind? commit crime then run and never do the time stay inside but get high to pass the time let's get high because I'm fucking sick of crying all the time.
Is there a lump in your throat? when you feel them guilty things? were you guessing id leave a suicide note just so I could clear some things? Guilty names stuck in my brain A B and C of the men that have harmed me Like some game to you a passing comment People think … Continue reading Lumpy throat
How does it feel? when the ringtone has no line door knocks but there is no one inside Car goes but there is no one in the passenger side Alarm bells but not for the school ride How does it feel? the mug sits but with no tea Love is no longer eternity.
on your knee, we sat in Spiders and you wrapped your arms around us, you left me wanting to learn so much more, then you pushed me over and locked the door... on your knee, we sat in Spiders and you wrapped your arms around us, telling all your friends, I was, what you wanted … Continue reading On your knee sat in Spiders
Why say on that day you were happy and could never wish it away? we found out we were having a baby boy and you jumped around with tears of joy? Fucking hell what's wrong with you? You are not the man I thought I knew Now you have your woman wrapped around your finger … Continue reading Why have a kid then?
Guess what Tom you're a fraud Always scared if daddy knew You might like boys I'm sorry it's true You tried to act all gangster but you never made the cut and people still talk about you but not in the ways you hoped and you used me for sex you tried your best over … Continue reading Guess what Tom you’re a fraud
Stop the talking, the talk, If you won't fight for me, then I will walk If you won't give me the strength I NEED and the support I bleed for then leave me alone because I am not prepared to brake any more bones for a man who can stand and be supportive
How could you have not been a happy baby I gave you the stars the moon and maybe A little more than I could give at the time I was giving How could you have not been happy with the life we were living? are you kidding? I rubbed your back with vapour rub I'd … Continue reading How could you have not been happy baby?
You display anger defeat and a world you haven't yet met, to make your own And if there's someone you love that feels lost and alone You turn cold. You challenge everyone else but don't care for yourself You make me so mad that I wish we hadn't met But then I return to that … Continue reading You
I was happy writing what I felt but then people twisted my emotions into something they weren't
A wound to poke and pick and peel if you don't stop I will never heal I need time and space and a place to feel ok I'm tired of running to your door For you to turn me away and if there is anything you would like to say I don't think I could … Continue reading A wound to poke.