~ heartache, absence and the damage of austerity.
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
I can’t breathe Because Your fucking choking me Controlling me Provoking me Taking over I can’t breathe.
We made love in this room We grew familiar You took a chance and did whatever We made love in this room And you made me think feel that the next parts would be familiar I took the risk and undressed my skin I let you look and touch me, feel I took a risk … Continue reading Goodbye tears
booted out the car door, not the first incident, where else was I to go, I had a plan to do, I had words to say, before your life would be taken out of mine again, I walked right across town, through crowds and crowds, and when I finally made it, I bottled it up, … Continue reading A rescue mission, from myself.
My heart was breaking, I almost collapsed from all the crying, My diet was fading, He made sure I didn't waste away. He always boasted about how he was kind, He was one of them guys who wouldn't leave you behind, and I tried to be there as much as I could when he needed my … Continue reading He makes a good f*cking hot chocolate,
There is a spot on your chin, and its been bugging me, I like to grab and squeeze, spots, oh god, im gross, and now there is one on your noes, please let me pick and pop it, there is a spot on the end of your chin.
Cold, the mornings are cold, take my child to school, drop her off, shoes still on, least that's a chore that I didn't have to worry about. Its cold, The hostel's cold, the streets are cold, taking the dog with me, at least he still has a lead, one less thing I didn't need … Continue reading Selling the big issue outside Sainsbury’s on Newland Avenue
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Dilated, It's a race against time, And you don't want to wait. You climb on top of me, And eyes dilate. You kiss me like it's supposed to be, And you act as though it's love. Then wake to start it all again, This bitter dangerous love. Like rope we split with hairy edges, Almost … Continue reading Dilated.
I don't want to start a romanceThat will end in tragic events, I've done that, I've been there. Is it worth it?No, it's not. But I can't help falling for your voice.
