I swear back then when I was her I couldn't see the lights smog all clogged up in my face thank god I'm in a better place now I think I'm lucky and I got a good escape for your love was uncanny and filled with mistakes I'm not one for wishing memories away I'm … Continue reading Fuckin lucky
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
You've never been loved never felt a real touch or a real women show you her true emotions never felt like you was entirely intact lacked comfort in the bedroom spinning head in the world of day anxiety you seem to think is foreign to a man hand shakes give it away and the shallow … Continue reading No Psychologist 01/03/19
Better now Are you better now? Do you feel good about it, I'm happy you could live without me, What sort of man does such a foolish move, Why would you want to use me, All this time you said you'd choose me, Oh how I wish the pain didn't hurt as it did … Continue reading better now
I wish I could feel the fire burning between us A lust a passion a force that will ignite the world A dream of hopes and fears to complete us A wave an emotion a gust that will collide the stars I wish I could feel the danger rip us apart like opposite magnets But … Continue reading Unknown 17 jan 2018
I don't want this to be overNot until I'm stone cold soberI just want to be like this foreverI hate that we can't be togetherAnd I don't want to forget this feelingWhat you've done to start the healingIt makes me breathless everydayAnd I don't want to give you awayLike a drug you can't buy in … Continue reading Sober
My heart was breaking, I almost collapsed from all the crying, My diet was fading, He made sure I didn't waste away. He always boasted about how he was kind, He was one of them guys who wouldn't leave you behind, and I tried to be there as much as I could when he needed my … Continue reading He makes a good f*cking hot chocolate,
you never wanted me needed you never cared needed you speak of love oh please! walk away running come home I'm moving breathing air, im floating, you think im here, I'm going, I disgust you, you hate the thought, yeah well so do I, I don't know who I am, so you can't walk away … Continue reading want
I find peace with life the life I'm living and let you go because happiness is loving and if it was meant to be in Heaven we will meet and if it was meant to be in heaven we will meet. ~ I find peace with forgiving, and I will give you my word, for … Continue reading in heaven we will be.
September 2019 Dear, I was working my way around to loving myself, but my friends got me excited. I spent so many days just by myself, to meet someone would have been delighting. I didn't know I was fooling myself hours spent talking, he wasn't even full of himself but his opinions got me thinking. … Continue reading it wasnt his fault
The first time wasn't supposed to be like this We was supposed to get married Grow up Have kids The first time wasn't supposed to hurt me
I remember, Saturday's they fucking sucked. You taught me the way. maybe it wasn't love. Woken by a text Every morning Hello gorgeous Made my day And now I wish I didn't dream it away Hello beautiful How are you? And now I look I don't know what to do...