when will you realise, that I'm only here, by your side. drowning inside your lies, burry me deep in your eyes, when will you open your mind? see im sat, I'm by your side. treat me like a piece of dirt? rub my face in shit, until I'm hurt. why is it not enough? that, … Continue reading when will you 13july2019
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
I was getting really anxious, we had been talking for a few weeks. We sat together in the living room, I was nervous. I knew it was coming but I couldn't get my head around it. I could smell you, feel you, you was a real person. We flicked through the TV nothing really worth … Continue reading I was anxious- Part 14-Just a kiss
Your body, real, Solid. Your shadow seen, Grey, Dark around the sketching. Your body, real, A solid, Oxygen, atoms. Your body real, Legs, move, walk, Feet, drop, stomp, I lift your arms, Up Then Down They don't flop, because you look at me strangely and tense them. Your body real, Blood, A liquid, Bones a … Continue reading Vanish
Someone I thought I knew, Looked and sounded the same as you, Someone I thought I knew, even had the same hair type too, I turn my head I shake, I shake, I call out your name by mistake, These illusions, causing confusing, Someone I thought I knew. Looked and sounded just like you.
Dear, Theres no point writing your name because I know now for sure. I mean if I wrote your name it would surely just cause problems and people wouldnt understand. I've decided that maybe it is time again to resubmit back into the lettersyoullneversee. I started writing letters and poems in 2015, after almost 5 … Continue reading Letters you’ll never see 28th October 2019
I take a look at myself now, As I sit in the bath, Drinking some cheap shitty wine from Aldi, Didn't want to waste a dime on lonely average alcohol binging nights, they don't happen often, Beautiful South sits along with me, Singing heartfelt songs about relationships and reality, Not long ago you spent the … Continue reading 7 weeks, every Monday, you counted it along with me.
Keep on clawing at the skin, Keep on going back and picking, Picking. Crows don't care about the mud, They stand in the puddles, Feet surrounded by water, They're pretty neat and clever little creatures, Dance along to sorror songs, Life's strange like that, It would have been nice, I went back to the scene … Continue reading Proof
I walked back home, And it was cold that afternoon, Been raining since the AM, Couldn't really afford a cab, Your driving around was really handy, But you know its been kind of hard since you left, see, To see you standing there, Before you vanished like a puff of air, Your face all graced … Continue reading Flowers
My face is a completely different shape, And I don't even sound the same, My hair is brown and hers is black, Different backgrounds, I don't get the same support, I'm a lone wolf, Head dragged back, I've been distraught, Your confusing me... With her, You know you could have trusted me my dear, You … Continue reading Confusing me
Tell me this, Was I worth the shag? Was I worth the brag? Was it nice to have a little fun, Did you enjoy? Did you like it? Tell me this, Does it cross your mind? Ever, The harm you've dealt? And harm you've caused? Does it ever play time and time, Inside your space, … Continue reading Can you hear me