This is the last day to get my first chapbook from the kindle store for free…. thankyou again for all your support and encouragement 😍
Free Free Free!
My First Chapbook is now availble to Download on amazon Kindle 📙 give away …
thanks to all my supports who have encouraged me to keep going and continue to create.
So here it is,
my blurry vision,
fresh of the breakfast table,
its not my nutrition
not my eyesight, that’s fine
there’s nothing wrong with my eyes,
it’s the fuzzy blurry scary
over whelming feeling,
inside my body,
time after time.
Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, and anticipating your health months before being seen,
am I wearing enough or too much?
is my hair ok of not good enough?
did I sound just right? or too abrupt?
its booking a ticket and canceling because your too frightend to travel after a certain time,
because you find it harder to trust after all the mistrust you have already felt,
its feeling like everything is enormous,
that every effort made is not enough.
the blurriness that follows you fresh off the breakfast table through until dinner does it calm.
part of my recovery pt 1 aka after the op
coming around coming around
felt like I’d swallowed a box full of pins
my body not quite a body
morphine and more morphine
he just rushed me slightly
been to hell and back
you sit with me quietly
reach out and show humanity
let’s get home and make a green tea
sit and talk and comfort me
I cant tell you, how pleased
I was to have you, in my company
thankyou for being part of my recovery
I missed you awhile after that
thankyou for helping piecing my life back…