My body, slides past on a convayer belt, of broken hearts, the button inside wont restart, thrown and tossed into a pile.
I've been experiencing some real life situations, Coming to harsh realisations, No answers given by people, And driven by this feeling that's given, Constant absence and low mood, In a world of my own. You can say my name but it doesnt belong, I have no idea what's been going on, And at last I … Continue reading Low mood.
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
For the best part things seemed to be bubbling over for me mentally. In reflection Summer greated us with tremendous thunder storms. I remember you texting me one evening when you went round the corner to play warhammer games with a friend. The lightening was so bright and the thunder was a beautiful drumming sound … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 23- theres always rain after a storm.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this, Your body gone along the cliff, Your shadow dance along the wall, Can’t take it down, I hope you know, I spent so much time chasing you, I spent so much time to make things new, I’m burnt, I’m broken, along the bones, of the ground, amongst the … Continue reading Wing
Do you remember the fall? I've seen it all, I've seen you, Putting my makeup on and you stand around me. Tell me you think I'm pretty without it and theres no need. Glancing up at the bathroom mirror. And I see you stand there. You remember the fall? It was harder than the autumn. … Continue reading Fall
I hate my dreams They wake me up They give me shock And shake me up My dreams are playing memories Casting on a wall for all to see I hate my dreams, they wake me up They stick in my mind for ages. Theres too many things unresolved and it sucks. I wish I … Continue reading Dream
I was getting really anxious, we had been talking for a few weeks. We sat together in the living room, I was nervous. I knew it was coming but I couldn't get my head around it. I could smell you, feel you, you was a real person. We flicked through the TV nothing really worth … Continue reading I was anxious- Part 14-Just a kiss
Someone I thought I knew, Looked and sounded the same as you, Someone I thought I knew, even had the same hair type too, I turn my head I shake, I shake, I call out your name by mistake, These illusions, causing confusing, Someone I thought I knew. Looked and sounded just like you.
https://youtu.be/1esAANrSkYI My head hits the pillow...
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
although we didnt get much time, I take the honor of knowing, That in growing, I spent some time with you, We wasnt single, We was joint? We was something? And it was an honor... I will never forget that cheeky grin, When I held the door and let you in, I had to throw … Continue reading It’s you.