You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
You've never been loved never felt a real touch or a real women show you her true emotions never felt like you was entirely intact lacked comfort in the bedroom spinning head in the world of day anxiety you seem to think is foreign to a man hand shakes give it away and the shallow … Continue reading No Psychologist 01/03/19
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
It's too late to save me now,But if I can prevent the nextThe nextRowThen my soul will some how make it out aliveIf that's allowedits too late for me nowBut it's not too late for you and you and her and himIf you can mend this part with this string I hand to you then … Continue reading Victim.
Hey guys I will let you know as soon as when and where the radio piece will be! Can't wait to share it with you a little bit about me and poetry 🙂
I did what I could to get by, survive, went hungry for a few nights, that's right. The govemerment it too busy arguing about money. whilst my family sinks knee high into debt... and medical bills that we wont forget,
Now your gone its harmony, I can close my eyes and fucking breathe, Now you gone the lights come back, The path now driven, The spark appears, Now your gone I'm back to myself, My stupid self, My very self, My selfish empty hopeless self, The why the hell am I still here defending myself. … Continue reading Harmony
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
https://www.femalefirst.co.uk/books/tara-gould-the-haunting-of-strawberry-water-1224696.html Often in our society women are not given enough support during their first pregnancy, and after the shock of childbirth. With the recent cuts to NHS this support is less available now than it has been in decades. Check out the link.
Sleep has been on my mind lately. We take it for granted when we get the chance we dont take it then when we dont have the chance we are gasping for a break to sleep. Or at least that's how I've been. Especially with a one year old, university, one year old, university, one … Continue reading 8th jan what is sleep anyway?
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform