Everything so fragile Scared. You always looked at me Like I would get mad or something. Always asking for permission, About something in my kitchen, I trusted you, you silly thing...
I want to get educated But how can I learn when I am hungry? I'm hungry? I cant think, My heads foggy, And I look over the kitchen sink... And the pots stink, Because the boilers been on the fucking blink, Why cant the uni provide? Somewhere safe so I can feel inside? Somewhere to eat, … Continue reading Baby Jam – my message to Hull Uni
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I love a car boot, The smell of a car boot, All boots of a car smell differently, A new car smells like a new adventure, you want to keep it clean for a little while, no muddy shoes or dirty pram wheels, please. An old car smells like a farm, oily, like a winter … Continue reading Car boot.
I moved the bed over to the other side When you left I couldn't bare to get back in And I turned it back after 3 month wait How stupid am I to wait I laid in the spot where youd always take Just to make sure if it was all a mistake I'm certain … Continue reading Back to normal.
August had just started, I really enjoyed our texts, You said, there was a beautiful rainbow in the sky that caught ya eye, Blessed. I said do not apologise, and with that you replied, Its not how a guy should be? I said that's exactly how you should be, A man should admire things that … Continue reading You apologised for sending me a text about a rainbow.
I can be beautiful, I can be cool, I can be good looking, I can be warm, But I can be all of them and people still wouldnt notice that, I'm more than my looks, I am more than just anonymous, I am the person you drive past ever day and splash the puddles in … Continue reading I can be beautiful.
I've been told I'm weird for so long, im starting to think it's normal.
There is no definition of love, Love is many things, Love isnt one thing, People love differently, And peoples expectation of love is always not what they expect.
I loved you. And you stole away everything, You stole my innocence, My vulnerability, To trust and believe in, You ruined me, I am angry, And angry is not what you like from me, You want me vulnerable, Easy, You want me to be weak. You want me, To shut the fck up incase your … Continue reading …
Orange jumper at the door you knock should I ignore? Orange jumper from the sports shop, I know your body by now and your contact, Orange jumper your eyes look at me, and kill me whilst I try to sleep. Orange jumper are you there? I tried to contact to clear the air, Orange jumper … Continue reading Orange jumper
Now your gone its harmony, I can close my eyes and fucking breathe, Now you gone the lights come back, The path now driven, The spark appears, Now your gone I'm back to myself, My stupid self, My very self, My selfish empty hopeless self, The why the hell am I still here defending myself. … Continue reading Harmony