Dear Reader, It’s Thursday March 26th, 2020 and on Monday the UK issued ‘lock down’ for 3 weeks, which could be longer, no one really knows, because of a new strain of virus called Covid-19. This has been the most significant global emergency since the world war. Many people have been panic … Continue reading My letter in the new book ‘for you’
A long time, A long time, A long time, That took a long time, And it's put me off, Doing that again, Couldn't even remain friends, So much hurt, It's been a long time. I feel the climbing I've been doing, My muscles straining, I know I'm almost at the goal, No turning back now, … Continue reading A long time.
I've always wondered what its live to come out at the other side alive, I've been travelling a long time, Stuck in limbo, I just know that some day, It will be amazing! And that keeps me going...
I moved the bed over to the other side When you left I couldn't bare to get back in And I turned it back after 3 month wait How stupid am I to wait I laid in the spot where youd always take Just to make sure if it was all a mistake I'm certain … Continue reading Back to normal.
There is no definition of love, Love is many things, Love isnt one thing, People love differently, And peoples expectation of love is always not what they expect.
Now your gone its harmony, I can close my eyes and fucking breathe, Now you gone the lights come back, The path now driven, The spark appears, Now your gone I'm back to myself, My stupid self, My very self, My selfish empty hopeless self, The why the hell am I still here defending myself. … Continue reading Harmony
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning, the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.
I grew up with dad, then with mum, then with dad, and now with mum, then back with dad, but at mums house she had an ashtray full of little bits of trash and cigarette ash, a hamster that bit through the metal parts of the cage and ran away, at mums house it was … Continue reading I lived with mum then dad.
https://www.femalefirst.co.uk/books/tara-gould-the-haunting-of-strawberry-water-1224696.html Often in our society women are not given enough support during their first pregnancy, and after the shock of childbirth. With the recent cuts to NHS this support is less available now than it has been in decades. Check out the link.
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
There is probably no point in texting or calling, no point in knocking, or just stopping by, no point in posting, searching or looking, thinking or hoping, i'm leaving i'm leaving, this is goodbye.