https://www.femalefirst.co.uk/books/tara-gould-the-haunting-of-strawberry-water-1224696.html Often in our society women are not given enough support during their first pregnancy, and after the shock of childbirth. With the recent cuts to NHS this support is less available now than it has been in decades. Check out the link.
emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform
For the best part things seemed to be bubbling over for me mentally. In reflection Summer greated us with tremendous thunder storms. I remember you texting me one evening when you went round the corner to play warhammer games with a friend. The lightening was so bright and the thunder was a beautiful drumming sound … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 23- theres always rain after a storm.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this, Your body gone along the cliff, Your shadow dance along the wall, Can’t take it down, I hope you know, I spent so much time chasing you, I spent so much time to make things new, I’m burnt, I’m broken, along the bones, of the ground, amongst the … Continue reading Wing
I should probably go out But I don’t feel there’s anywhere to go That I belong And I did this once or twice before Then I had people knocking at the door All I’d give is to be alone But at the same time to be at the other end of your phone Just so … Continue reading Rubber ball
I was getting really anxious, we had been talking for a few weeks. We sat together in the living room, I was nervous. I knew it was coming but I couldn't get my head around it. I could smell you, feel you, you was a real person. We flicked through the TV nothing really worth … Continue reading I was anxious- Part 14-Just a kiss
Someone I thought I knew, Looked and sounded the same as you, Someone I thought I knew, even had the same hair type too, I turn my head I shake, I shake, I call out your name by mistake, These illusions, causing confusing, Someone I thought I knew. Looked and sounded just like you.
https://youtu.be/1esAANrSkYI My head hits the pillow...
This is it, there is no us, no then, no now this is it, I've been ignoring myself for too long, for so long, I have all the answers I need, I can go on along as I please. Time to take care of me, this is it there is no we. Just I. I … Continue reading I got all the answers I need
My face is a completely different shape, And I don't even sound the same, My hair is brown and hers is black, Different backgrounds, I don't get the same support, I'm a lone wolf, Head dragged back, I've been distraught, Your confusing me... With her, You know you could have trusted me my dear, You … Continue reading Confusing me
Tell me this, Was I worth the shag? Was I worth the brag? Was it nice to have a little fun, Did you enjoy? Did you like it? Tell me this, Does it cross your mind? Ever, The harm you've dealt? And harm you've caused? Does it ever play time and time, Inside your space, … Continue reading Can you hear me
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U