20/05/20 Dear my darling You make me want to change for the better Lately. I’ve even been trying to organise my life! How strange, that might be, to me. Someone who lives for chaos and lavishes odd socks. Dear my darling, I hope that you are ok I know deep down you’re cracking up Why … Continue reading Dear my darling 22/05/20
He only had to wait A short while I wasn’t going too far Just needed to do my degree I couldn’t just give up on it It makes me wonder if I just threw it away to be by his side if he would be by my side every single night, I doubt that things … Continue reading Wait
So, He’s waiting for the day I get taken away Off into a fairytale carriage for a marriage Waiting for the day I get knocked up again Just so he doesn’t have to feel like he’s caused any damage He’s waiting for that day because he knows it’ll happen And he lost out on that … Continue reading Waiting
You was having recent conversations About the mortgage repayments I was never there to help you guide you on this decision You would say it’s nothing to do with me if I asked But I know for a fact you would still want my input.
I ponder in the bottom of the garden In white robes Fresh out of bed I bend down to the floor to see in the ponds reflection A droplet of blood And I feared this moment may and would happen And you are at the other side of the building I cant shout your name … Continue reading I ponder
Stop telling me it was fate When you had control.
I cannot contemplate The significant suffering That brought you here I cannot comprehend How dare I try to compare For pebbles I hand to you You let them fall between your fingers For flowers I hand to you You let them wilt into your body heat For paper with letters I bring You peel them … Continue reading Cannot
& the bully gains the fans the freedom the fame Hearts been slain. I’m satin Shiny I hang above the hologram of us. I droop I’m quenched. No matter how many pretty petals I pull I remain hungry. The hunger satisfies the bully. I collapse. In desperate desires. I dropped the seed, Because if my … Continue reading the bully
Today I am not battered I am not bruised I do not have a broken arm Or shattered limb So when you look at me I look normal. Today I am not hemorrhaging I am not showing scars So when I sit in your car From the corner of your eye I look Fine.
You was a chicken But a chicken has more bravery than you You was a pig Yet a pig is cleaner You was a dog But the dog is softer You was a coward But a cow is amicable and appreciates the weather more than you ever could ... You was a bug But the … Continue reading Things
How come you no longer whisper Goodnight?
“You best go get yourself sorted” I wanted a man who loved me for all the ‘unsorted mess and raw fever that I am’, I don’t want to be sorted.