You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
His arms wont save you, his eyes wont save you, His calming charm and words of calm wont save you. Its fake, and he made a mistake, he didnt partake in a plan, He just left you behind, and thats unkind. Stop thinking he is the only, learn that you only want him when your … Continue reading His arms
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
He liked me as I was and that was extra special, He cared for me for who I was and that was something special, He didn't even get that cross and that was really special, Or maybe I am lost and that should have all been, normal. Now he is just some ghost a person … Continue reading He.
I needed to feel the pain, to feel again, so hold me like you love me in the lonely place you met me. its too late for me now. Sorry means nothing, sorry means nothing, too late for me now. I needed to feel shame, to understand blame, I needed the pain to … Continue reading #2 Sorry means nothing.
He makes out that I'm half the woman, And maybe I fell in love with the wrong one. Yeah he may have been partially available, But to be honest I dont want your man. He dreams about you, you know, Even though he lays next to me, I know it's not where he wants to … Continue reading I dont want your man
I loved you. And I figured out these days I will be taking the heart break, With me forever and down under. These tears I will be mixing up with 2 sugars inside my cup, I figured out these days there's not many people who you can trust, Or will learn to love and be … Continue reading I loved you.
You wind me up on purpose To spark a reaction Talk about girls Your random attractions Obsessing over tits and arse That's not an attractive idea That's not an attractive look And that's not a way to get me to fuck But you continue to act like a puppy on speed A man with crack … Continue reading Wind up
Nearly 2 years ago the family was illegally evicted from Hotham Road Hull, landlord had a live wire in the garden whilst the children was off during the summer holidays. During that time we had a roof that leaked all over the bedroom and a collapsing fence where dogs would chew through and run into … Continue reading Evicted
Your the sun the ocean floor, Your the light at the end of the tunnel, Your my future my past my struggle, Your the rain the hail the snow, Your the scorching blizzard Thunder lightening storms, Your the ground the plants surround, Your the one, the one I've found. Your my shine my cover, your … Continue reading Your the…
I moved the bed over to the other side When you left I couldn't bare to get back in And I turned it back after 3 month wait How stupid am I to wait I laid in the spot where youd always take Just to make sure if it was all a mistake I'm certain … Continue reading Back to normal.