it's really starting to hit home that your gone.. and I'm alone and I hate this selfish feeling for need, its unsettling me, that your gone, and the memories... all muddled into one, become fog, like we never ever met, seems wrong, I hate it, its horrible, we can't and dont talk, and I go … Continue reading gone
Isn’t it strange That we determin That someone is ok By the colour of their status Green light says they’re active So they must be ok.
In February/ March time I was rocky on my feet and needed to start up a new life and new claim , and carry on my journey to attempting to revisit my degree which I hope to be doing later this year. It was 30mph record winds and I had arrived early at the centre … Continue reading To the friends at jobcenter; please get a waiting room for families and children.
She held my hair softly, Straightens at the ready, It will be ok, Everything will be fine! Laugh a smile. I will get you through. I got you. She peered over the garden wall, Brew to hand never cold, It will be ok, Everything will be fine! Laugh a smile. I will get you through, … Continue reading I’ll get you through
Letter 1 S.Street Hull Dear stranger, I was walking earlier down the street, couple of tears. Nothing I couldn't cover up and beat. I imagined you being civil, oh how sweet that could be, you sat down on the bench. Sat down next to me. You pulled up the bottoms of your trousers, even though … Continue reading You Fucking Broke my heart: Letter 1
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I am beautiful.... and I am here alive and functioning each organ like each nut and bolt on an engine keep them fresh keep them healthy and they will keep running no steam will heat off them today I am alive I am not a bot I am a being capable of love and emotion … Continue reading you are beautiful
cant win ~ damaged only slightly waiting for a might be could be should be hideous in the day time hidden in the … Continue reading can’t win
solution 💔 I don't like feeling like this and everything seems to go... when we kiss, what if the next time you don't recognise me, I'm just on repeat heartache, I don't really know if there is much point in writing, in sharing, I just thought it was part of caring, Part of my head … Continue reading solution
Almost out my system Its been awhile now 51 days to be exact I know I've been rushing the pain rubbing all the scratches away it's ok to hurt I see, it's fine to feel weak and it's been a journey hell, I haven't taken you with me now, I'm ready for change and I … Continue reading almost out my system
it feels like I waited forever for you to find me, that you did. 100 nights of thoughts wondering questions answered at last. another letter haunting me from the past why did you go? where are you now? what went wrong? It's seems 100 nights laid wondering seemed easier, now that I know the truth … Continue reading midnight running
Hi im a local writer, blogger from Hull and this year, I returned to my love of writing! Poetry and fiction. I had been through terrible summer the year before 2017 my grandad died and I took on some of his care (moving him into care home struggling to get him in a nursing home … Continue reading I had a baby book