You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.
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I've been experiencing some real life situations, Coming to harsh realisations, No answers given by people, And driven by this feeling that's given, Constant absence and low mood, In a world of my own. You can say my name but it doesnt belong, I have no idea what's been going on, And at last I … Continue reading Low mood.
So, so much is happening, I dont know if I'm excited about sharing this with anyone. I've got a writing fever but have to focus on exams, focusing so much so that I've deactivated social media for now apart from Twitter. It's been a crazy week already, the kids are back at school and I … Continue reading 7th Jan Something’s changed. Hull we need action
I don't like looking back, I don't like it, But I feel so abandoned. I understand now, That you was barely a man. I'm left here for a reason, And strength to strength I will learn to beat again, breathe again, believe again, I know I can. Sometimes any words, any letters and any voice. … Continue reading I don’t like
Plates Shatter Like A frozen lake with a brick thrown in. another layer of snow, Helps the ice heal and grow, Back to being frozen, And in time it's no longer broken. the plate will never be the same, And in the dust pan and brush, It goes into the bin. Off to the skip. … Continue reading What about the plate
It wasn’t supposed to be like this, Your body gone along the cliff, Your shadow dance along the wall, Can’t take it down, I hope you know, I spent so much time chasing you, I spent so much time to make things new, I’m burnt, I’m broken, along the bones, of the ground, amongst the … Continue reading Wing
https://youtu.be/1esAANrSkYI My head hits the pillow...
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
although we didnt get much time, I take the honor of knowing, That in growing, I spent some time with you, We wasnt single, We was joint? We was something? And it was an honor... I will never forget that cheeky grin, When I held the door and let you in, I had to throw … Continue reading It’s you.
"It should of been me" 1st of August 2013 Dear... Hello, we’re half way there in one of my dads friends car. First day without Bella away from home, I haven’t travelled very far in about 4 years. There isn’t too much to talk about on the way although there probably should have been. It … Continue reading 1st of August 2013 Letter 1 : “it should of been me”