The weekend has been a drag, last night you was helping me prepare for my uni degree, you went through my timetable. It was really sweet. I told you a little more about the degree and you was laughing because it seemed like such a long time for you. You said that if there was … Continue reading Its Monday..
I think even though it was once of the most limited summers it was one of the most beautiful ones. When I carried you we was in the yard a lot of the time, and it was a really horrible yard it smelt of cat shit, and cat piss. In the March, I planted these … Continue reading Beautiful Summer : trigger warning
Its 3 am and I have been calling you for some time to see where you are, I was wondering if you got caught up again at work, or maybe you was stuck in traffic on your way home. The baby has been awake most of the night and I think that I am losing … Continue reading Home
Your the sun the ocean floor, Your the light at the end of the tunnel, Your my future my past my struggle, Your the rain the hail the snow, Your the scorching blizzard Thunder lightening storms, Your the ground the plants surround, Your the one, the one I've found. Your my shine my cover, your … Continue reading Your the…
dream. 26 July 2019. you was in my dream, yet again, dreaming, dreaming, I never want to leave, if only you could stay, inside my dream. But how selfish would that be? every time I fall asleep... I see you change, become a better man... than you ever have! and nothing still, takes it away, … Continue reading dream
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning, the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.
So, so much is happening, I dont know if I'm excited about sharing this with anyone. I've got a writing fever but have to focus on exams, focusing so much so that I've deactivated social media for now apart from Twitter. It's been a crazy week already, the kids are back at school and I … Continue reading 7th Jan Something’s changed. Hull we need action
I don't like looking back, I don't like it, But I feel so abandoned. I understand now, That you was barely a man. I'm left here for a reason, And strength to strength I will learn to beat again, breathe again, believe again, I know I can. Sometimes any words, any letters and any voice. … Continue reading I don’t like
It wasn’t supposed to be like this, Your body gone along the cliff, Your shadow dance along the wall, Can’t take it down, I hope you know, I spent so much time chasing you, I spent so much time to make things new, I’m burnt, I’m broken, along the bones, of the ground, amongst the … Continue reading Wing
I should probably go out But I don’t feel there’s anywhere to go That I belong And I did this once or twice before Then I had people knocking at the door All I’d give is to be alone But at the same time to be at the other end of your phone Just so … Continue reading Rubber ball