I can dance in the shower with my tits swaying back and forth if I want to, and I can climb these god damn walls if I want to! didn't your mother ever tell you, rules, are meant to be broken? and if my soul is half-destroyed then there's nothing wrong with continuing to destroy … Continue reading Tits
You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
I am purposely picky and some times I draw out faults, that aren't there but I am scared. and I dont know what else to think, its confusing and time consuming and sometimes I wish my thoughts would just STOP. I am purposely picky because I dont want to get hurt, it takes too … Continue reading purposely picky
Would you please take the rubbish out, Its dragging under my feet, Peg the fucking washing out, I've cleaned it twice this week, Clean your dirty cups please, Get the crap up off the floor, All you do is swear at me, Nagging me for more, Clean the toilet! Clean the toilet seat!
I find peace with life and the life im living and let you go because happiness is loving and if it was meant to be in heaven we will meet. ~ I find peace with forgiving and I will give you my word for I will always be in love with you and Heaven you … Continue reading find peace
His arms wont save you, his eyes wont save you, His calming charm and words of calm wont save you. Its fake, and he made a mistake, he didnt partake in a plan, He just left you behind, and thats unkind. Stop thinking he is the only, learn that you only want him when your … Continue reading His arms
I bet you wish you never met me, I bet you wish that I was gone, I bet you wish you never text me, I bet you wish I wasnt wrong, I bet you wish that you was just alone, I bet you wish you never met me, I bet you wish it wasnt love. … Continue reading I bet you wish.
You keep punishing me with the past so I cant live in the present and you attack me with your words because you dont think they hurt you dont let me reach my potential in life because you wont let me go and you wont let me strive You keep bringing up the pain of … Continue reading you keep
Dear Reader, I'm not sure how to reach you really, I tried your name in the search engine a few times, and then I looked at your face to see if I could think of anything. Its sort of sad that I have started to feel this way. Nothings changed for me really, but for … Continue reading reach
When I was born my Grandad made a certificate for me, almost a letter, to keep, and it always gets me emotional! ~ A gift to bobbin; that's your name for now, maybe for good, not sure (anyway, nice 'nickname' for you) As a Thursday's child you have far to go, which is good to … Continue reading when i was born
its been some more time now and I've had chance to think a little more, im not happy, im stuck in a degree I cant complete because of lock down and i feel very isolated and alone, there is no peace in the house to get thinking space, no tiny voice cheering me on or … Continue reading 08.04.20
The weekend has been a drag, last night you was helping me prepare for my uni degree, you went through my timetable. It was really sweet. I told you a little more about the degree and you was laughing because it seemed like such a long time for you. You said that if there was … Continue reading Its Monday..