You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.
So, so much is happening, I dont know if I'm excited about sharing this with anyone. I've got a writing fever but have to focus on exams, focusing so much so that I've deactivated social media for now apart from Twitter. It's been a crazy week already, the kids are back at school and I … Continue reading 7th Jan Something’s changed. Hull we need action
I don't like looking back, I don't like it, But I feel so abandoned. I understand now, That you was barely a man. I'm left here for a reason, And strength to strength I will learn to beat again, breathe again, believe again, I know I can. Sometimes any words, any letters and any voice. … Continue reading I don’t like
It wasn’t supposed to be like this, Your body gone along the cliff, Your shadow dance along the wall, Can’t take it down, I hope you know, I spent so much time chasing you, I spent so much time to make things new, I’m burnt, I’m broken, along the bones, of the ground, amongst the … Continue reading Wing
I should probably go out But I don’t feel there’s anywhere to go That I belong And I did this once or twice before Then I had people knocking at the door All I’d give is to be alone But at the same time to be at the other end of your phone Just so … Continue reading Rubber ball
https://youtu.be/1esAANrSkYI My head hits the pillow...
My face is a completely different shape, And I don't even sound the same, My hair is brown and hers is black, Different backgrounds, I don't get the same support, I'm a lone wolf, Head dragged back, I've been distraught, Your confusing me... With her, You know you could have trusted me my dear, You … Continue reading Confusing me
Ummm... I’m feel guilty, And you made me, And you intended it to make me, Feel Guilty. Get a job. Get a job. Get a job. Oh get a job. Why is your ignorance so foul and horrible, I didn’t even think it could be possible. Get a job, You said Get a job, Get … Continue reading Get a job.
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
you come to me faceless every night for the last 3 nights you come to me same words I scream 'stop it stop it come back please ' my voice drifts off into the breeze I collapse my feet give up the night draws in. the doors are shut. the room in spins into another … Continue reading faceless in my dreams
hello its me another benefits mum another where the fucks my child maintenance? skint at the end of the week if i rent a house they need 6 month bank statements in case i'm dodgy nothing is private hello its me another benefits mum I've had my housing delayed rent nearly late I made it … Continue reading benefits mum