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There's no time, Left to Hurt, Tell me it's what you want, That's the perfect part, Falling apart. There's no time, Left to Hurt, If he wants what he wants he can go get it, He doesn't need to, Because he's already got it. Fuck me, I want to make love, Fuck me, I want … Continue reading Hurt
This is it, there is no us, no then, no now this is it, I've been ignoring myself for too long, for so long, I have all the answers I need, I can go on along as I please. Time to take care of me, this is it there is no we. Just I. I … Continue reading I got all the answers I need
Perhaps a little bit of bother would solve a little bit of nothing, that's going nowhere , just a smidge, a little teeny tiny bit of bother, just a little bit, teeny weeny, helpful handy, merry happy, fun lucky, perhaps teeny tiny bit of money, teeny tiny bit of friends, pretending like the worlds about … Continue reading Perhaps
Steve (sorry if anyone's called Steve) Steve your like a pattern on the wall that I don't really like but can't be bothered to change Steve your the prime example of a soft centered cream egg hard on the outside but melt between the teeth Steve you angered me greatly used my generosity abused my … Continue reading Steve
you come to me faceless every night for the last 3 nights you come to me same words I scream 'stop it stop it come back please ' my voice drifts off into the breeze I collapse my feet give up the night draws in. the doors are shut. the room in spins into another … Continue reading faceless in my dreams
August 7th 2003 Dear … I always get a bit anxious when its weekends or half terms, I know most of my friends will be going on holiday or sometimes going out somewhere nice. But sometimes I have to sit in with my brothers, and mums finding it hard to wake up and my step … Continue reading Letter 7 The Ambulance
What's wrong with me? You tell me all the things I want to hear And I want you to want me like you say you do But I can't be in love with you? I can't find the way to restart this game? And things just don't seem to feel the same? What is wrong … Continue reading What’s wrong with me ?
I miss you... still I hate every lingering habit I picked up from you every shoulder shrug every empty hug every empty rumble from not eating from anxiety before arriving at yours... I miss you.... Still... I miss that I can't fucking text and if I do ill become a crazy ex I hate that … Continue reading Still
my head hits the pillow.. down falls my body laying on the sheet down goes my worries inside it heats off goes the quilt my head hits the pillow my head hits the pillow Monday soon turns to Sunday and Saturdays never felt the same since I was 18 thats a whole lot of alcohol … Continue reading My head hits the pillow
depression is an illness that knows no forgiveness. depression is deadly and can take over if you let it depression is cunning and scarily addictive can cast out a shadow of your worst fears and doubts depression is a dementure that takes over your soul, it feeds off your body it can swallow you whole, … Continue reading Deadly