You let yourself in, To escape from all the corrupt things that where happening, And I took you in, I was listening, Without questioning the invitation I never sent. And I was careless because I was young and just wanted to be in love. That was my weakness. There was no confess no apology, And … Continue reading I never invited you. You let yourself in.
Four seasons Vivaldi - He was a socialist Waiting for the people on the other end, As I anticipate the call to send. The four seasons screeches in my ear, Waiting for the goverment to hear, My pleas and begs for them to not take more, For I am struggling of course, They punish me … Continue reading The dwp call
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I've been experiencing some real life situations, Coming to harsh realisations, No answers given by people, And driven by this feeling that's given, Constant absence and low mood, In a world of my own. You can say my name but it doesnt belong, I have no idea what's been going on, And at last I … Continue reading Low mood.
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
Sleep has been on my mind lately. We take it for granted when we get the chance we dont take it then when we dont have the chance we are gasping for a break to sleep. Or at least that's how I've been. Especially with a one year old, university, one year old, university, one … Continue reading 8th jan what is sleep anyway?
So, so much is happening, I dont know if I'm excited about sharing this with anyone. I've got a writing fever but have to focus on exams, focusing so much so that I've deactivated social media for now apart from Twitter. It's been a crazy week already, the kids are back at school and I … Continue reading 7th Jan Something’s changed. Hull we need action
I don't like looking back, I don't like it, But I feel so abandoned. I understand now, That you was barely a man. I'm left here for a reason, And strength to strength I will learn to beat again, breathe again, believe again, I know I can. Sometimes any words, any letters and any voice. … Continue reading I don’t like
I met you, Outside, of the church, Near the crossing . A path we crossed over 4 years later, as if in different bodies on the way to the fair. I met you, Outside the church, A stranger, I had no encounter. You make me a friend through Facebook. Now that place you've erased. You … Continue reading I met you
It's better to be real, Than fake, Better to believe and be who you are, Than hide in skin that is not yours. It's better to be real, Than fake, And don't try and impress the people, who dont bare your best interest. Be you, Not fake, And dont feel bad for any mistake, You … Continue reading Fake
Um. I feel bit rubbish if I'm honest. I cant believe we are already on the 2nd of January and I have my first exam on the 7th. I want to pass it but I keep telling myself I wont, the children where off unwell so long during December so I missed lots of work … Continue reading Good morning