Self destruction button

I bet you wish You did it better I bet you wish You could forget her See these marks around my wrists Marks from rope Tied up from frustrations Restrictions Heavy weights pull me down I sink in deep Footprints in mud stay cemented These paths I walk I’m judged Barely made it But I’m … Continue reading Self destruction button

I’m tired

I’m tired of this griveing feelingYou made it very clear youre leavingI haven’t been doing much healingI’ve been feeling tired of this grieving feelingI wish you would just come put these problems to bedFill back the silence with talk insteadYou know there’s much to talk aboutWe’ve never had a fight, never had a shout.

1000

I waited 1000 hours1000 daysIn hope you might remember my nameYou always said it was loveBut now I’ve become your glass half fullI didn’t pity you but you pity meAnd I’m slowly learning how to breatheI still wonder why I still wonder if you wanted to be in my life Even after all this timeI … Continue reading 1000

Eyes

In my ex’s eyes I am every mistake In my mother’s eyes I’m the ones I didn’t make In fathers eyes there’s no reflection there In my haters they don’t even care In my lovers eyes all he sees is faith In my daughters eyes she hopes for grace My sons eyes all he sees … Continue reading Eyes

Sex

Sex worries me Scares me It’s intimate And I always hate having sex with someone new I wish it could have always been the first one Or that the first time was right It’s bad that I have to keep moving on People say sex Helps with that ?

Little

Maybe I underestimated The places you’ve been taking me lately You keep on coming back Even when I bite at you And there’s nothing you can really do I don’t like you And seriously I can’t be crushing I’m too old for that Maybe I’m a little bit in love.