I miss that I can’t call you Like I used to And talk. I miss that you don’t even Call Anymore. I hate that All we have become is dull There are no Conversations Just numb. I miss that you no longer see me As special or unique I’m hurting because I can’t show you … Continue reading I miss that
You’re keeping me away For reasons I’m not sure Maybe your not the same Maybe you’re not sure. But you know I have emotions To which you will not let me display And this cruel behaviour Is antagonising and paralysing me What do you want giving? For I give all the time You keep me … Continue reading Unable to act
I confess too much Yes I care to much Yes I thought they would care Of course I regret opening my heart wide open Yes I regret believing in them once again Of course.
Do you really think That we can part Go separate ways And live apart Because I have tried And I have fought I have met many men And left them distraught Because they are not the ones on my mind You are.
You can have it all I am done After all this effort You have won This is it And I am done.
For I have cried A thousand tears A thousand times A thousand days I have cried I toss and I turn I cannot sleep I cannot focus Think I cannot get through Another year Another life time With all this pain Inside my heart I am so worn down I am so lost I cannot … Continue reading Why can’t I be happy #poetry #poem #amwriting
When I woke up this morning I wanted to say I love you But maybe you would not appreciate that As much as I do saying it So I wish you well instead I put myself in hell instead When I woke up this morning I hoped that something would change That things would get … Continue reading When I woke up this morning #poetry #poet #amwriting
Every time I was lost You was there to put me right Every time I derailed You told me to fight You said to me once That I just need a little time To find myself Surround myself To ground myself. You left a little note With the book you bought I stared at it … Continue reading Everything #poetry #writing #amwriting
I know Deep in your heart There is something there And wherever it lays It’s still there That feeling you had for me It’s in there And I hope It may return In time I hope you will Return In time I know Deep in your heart It is there And I hope That one … Continue reading I know #poetry #writing #amwriting
I enjoyed the thought many a time, I must accept our separate lives, In sadness there is blessing, and I am sure I will find the meaning to everything, in due time. I must carry on live as a mother, and you must carry on living as you will. though it is sad, that I … Continue reading the thought #poetry #writing #imwriting #Writer #amwriting #saddness #grief #goodbye
The second I hear your voice I know that I am alive And you know the power of your tone It’s a shame you don’t use it anymore. The second I hear your voice I know it will all come back And all this tit for tat we deserve more than that But you throw … Continue reading The second I hear your voice
He wants that type of love Where when you wake up Your always on their mind He wants that true connection where if there is something off or wrong The other person can telepathically tell That sort of realtionship Where if your in hell then they’re in hell as well. He wants that type of … Continue reading HE WANTS
When you ever doubt the creaking stairs Just know That I believe in you when you wish that you could have heard Just know That I believe in you When I have gone and left this earth Please know I still believe in you When you are in your new world And lost for words … Continue reading Going forward
The truth is you can never go back in time and ask for moments to be reversed now you have rehearsed what you may have done. The truth is he may never look at you with those eyes again, he may never lean forward. never hold you, never tell you your being difficult and hard … Continue reading The truth is
I broke down for you What a cowardly thing to do I broke down for you I carried your burden of aches I prayed Damn I even laid and swayed in thought of becoming more than your dirty door mat Damn I even pulled out my heart and pumped it with gold for you to … Continue reading I broke down for you
Was it really just all words? That time you called on the phone? Was it really just all words, in sarcastic tone, When you set your gaze upon me? Was it really all just words, when we would meet? Am I blinded by the truth? are you hiding behind the reality? Are you serious, for … Continue reading Was it really just words?
All ever anybody wants Is a deeper connection In this world But I just seem to get caught up With cruel men who want to tear me down...
It’s ok, to not feel ok It’s ok, not to be ok It’s ok, that your not feeling alright It’s ok, that your feeling lonely tonight It’s ok, if you doubt everything you do It’s ok, if you think you’ll never be the better version of you It’s ok, to feel like you won’t ever … Continue reading It’s ok #poem #poetry #Hull #writer #poet #wordpress #followme
What I think and what I feel, is out of sync with your intentions. Your intentions they seem untrue, and your an imperfect as a human. Which is ok you know, but the way you act. Doesn’t follow. Don’t follow. I hoped my actions shouted louder moved faster than a birds wings escaping from the … Continue reading Intentions #poem #wordpress #poetry
It’s not right It’s not right But it’s fair in the balance of life In the balance of things It’s just how it seems to be You get one chance My chance is gone It’s fair because that’s his choice and that’s his life and that’s his decisions So all I can do is go … Continue reading It ain’t right but it’s fair. #poem #poetry #Hull
My man How bold you stand How calm you speak How confident you seem My man So cold and alone I love you so I love you so My man He will battle through everything as one His mind is troubled His heart is gone My man How I love you so I do love … Continue reading My man #poetry #poem #love
I wanted to shock him with an intense high voltage Via the phone screen, Make him see the reality of the loss of him and I, Shock him till his heart burst into fiery flames a fierce pain so forceful and frightening, I wanted to explode the phone and let it go drowning to the … Continue reading Romance is dead. 3/08/21 #poetry #author #published #Hull #writing #writer #subscribe