So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
Dear, I was socially distancing long before social distancing became interesting, I would wait all day until the last minute or hour in the day to get my grocery’s, Or wake up very early to be the first one in the shop, I was so cially distancing myself at work, school, play, I really hate … Continue reading So cial
I wish when you woke up You would see My body and we would lay, peacefully, I wish when you woke up You would reach Hold your arms out across to me And we would be. I wish when you was out with your friends I wish it was me that was on your mind … Continue reading I wish it was me
Dear, They whisper of socialism in the streets, Yes I repeat, The time is coming... The time is near, They whisper of good will, good cheer, You wouldn't believe the things we see and things we've seen. We didn't have to pack our kids off to the fields, the men didnt have to go off … Continue reading You wouldn’t believe
I needed to feel the pain, to feel again, so hold me like you love me in the lonely place you met me. its too late for me now. Sorry means nothing, sorry means nothing, too late for me now. I needed to feel shame, to understand blame, I needed the pain to … Continue reading #2 Sorry means nothing.
I did what I could to get by, survive, went hungry for a few nights, that's right. The govemerment it too busy arguing about money. whilst my family sinks knee high into debt... and medical bills that we wont forget,
Its been a few gloomy Sundays, Mondays not fun days, A few hash tags to an old friend, An unsend, and an unfriend, Couple of unknown message requests, Some poking weirdo Facebook pests, Fridays are the grocery days, Few strange men staring quite obviously at my chest, I push the pram to the child department, … Continue reading Then there was you. 9th January 2019
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms
I can’t remember, Why am here, I’m so lost. I can’t remember your face, Can’t remember the sense of your body, I’m lost. I’ve been walking around this room, for so long, Figuring out what’s been going on, I turn on the light and your still gone. Darkness, gives me some comfort. I can’t remember … Continue reading I.O.U
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
I met you, Outside, of the church, Near the crossing . A path we crossed over 4 years later, as if in different bodies on the way to the fair. I met you, Outside the church, A stranger, I had no encounter. You make me a friend through Facebook. Now that place you've erased. You … Continue reading I met you
Remember memories are in the past. The past cannot hurt you. Sharing for enjoyment. Sharing to self soothe. Sharing to entertain. Remember it's part of getting rid of brain junk. Remember it's just a story. Remember you are still you at the end of this journey. Not everyone will agree or like. You dont owe … Continue reading Remember