and although I hate it, when will we start living again? just so I can have a feud with the bin men. so, I can climb on a stinking bus again, have the glares off tutting wed up and well looked after mothers, times where the pram keeps falling from … Continue reading and although I hate it
I am purposely picky and some times I draw out faults, that aren't there but I am scared. and I dont know what else to think, its confusing and time consuming and sometimes I wish my thoughts would just STOP. I am purposely picky because I dont want to get hurt, it takes too … Continue reading purposely picky
excuses and stories are a way for your mind to escape the truths and the tales, and your scared your fucking frightened, but you shouldn't be if only you could trust in me.
It's like ecstasy running through me heartbeat thumping through my ears, thrilling breathless at the slightest bit of danger turns me on makes it right my mind with so many channels to pick and decide and doors to open exciting, fun breathless, my chest hurts from happy bursts of joy from inside me.
I bet you wish you never met me, I bet you wish that I was gone, I bet you wish you never text me, I bet you wish I wasnt wrong, I bet you wish that you was just alone, I bet you wish you never met me, I bet you wish it wasnt love. … Continue reading I bet you wish.
I think the state of everything just makes us all want to scream, 'Give me a break!', we had the worst election turn out in the winter in the UK. Austerity growing increasingly worse, people struggling for basic needs and in the heart of all this we now have a virus pandemic. The many people … Continue reading Give me a break.
The weekend has been a drag, last night you was helping me prepare for my uni degree, you went through my timetable. It was really sweet. I told you a little more about the degree and you was laughing because it seemed like such a long time for you. You said that if there was … Continue reading Its Monday..
Dear Reader, It’s Thursday March 26th, 2020 and on Monday the UK issued ‘lock down’ for 3 weeks, which could be longer, no one really knows, because of a new strain of virus called Covid-19. This has been the most significant global emergency since the world war. Many people have been panic … Continue reading My letter in the new book ‘for you’
I needed to feel the pain, to feel again, so hold me like you love me in the lonely place you met me. its too late for me now. Sorry means nothing, sorry means nothing, too late for me now. I needed to feel shame, to understand blame, I needed the pain to … Continue reading #2 Sorry means nothing.
#1 Stranger to myself. Although temptation is drawing me in, I know its no good and I wont possibly win. I'm just a fool, just a stranger. and I shouldn't put myself in danger.
Good morning everyone sorry I haven't been posting for awhile and some changes been going on. I miss you all and hope your all well... last month I had the opportunity to go on to BBC No Filter ON Radio Humberside and this weekend I was invited to talk on West Hull Radio 📻 I … Continue reading West Hull FM Radio
I want to get educated But how can I learn when I am hungry? I'm hungry? I cant think, My heads foggy, And I look over the kitchen sink... And the pots stink, Because the boilers been on the fucking blink, Why cant the uni provide? Somewhere safe so I can feel inside? Somewhere to eat, … Continue reading Baby Jam – my message to Hull Uni