You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)
She didn't like to bring up most things, Every time a crisis would become well a crisis the only advice given would be that you have to be headstrong. and I dont see anything wrong with being headstrong No not at all Just it seems a bit hypocritical after all You tell me to be … Continue reading Head Strong
Dear Reader, I'm not sure how to reach you really, I tried your name in the search engine a few times, and then I looked at your face to see if I could think of anything. Its sort of sad that I have started to feel this way. Nothings changed for me really, but for … Continue reading reach
When I was born my Grandad made a certificate for me, almost a letter, to keep, and it always gets me emotional! ~ A gift to bobbin; that's your name for now, maybe for good, not sure (anyway, nice 'nickname' for you) As a Thursday's child you have far to go, which is good to … Continue reading when i was born
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
My heart was breaking, I almost collapsed from all the crying, My diet was fading, He made sure I didn't waste away. He always boasted about how he was kind, He was one of them guys who wouldn't leave you behind, and I tried to be there as much as I could when he needed my … Continue reading He makes a good f*cking hot chocolate,
I understand. I know what it's like feeling alone. I know what it's like when he comes home, I know what it's like when he doesn't want to pull his weight, I know what it's like when you can't cope. I know what it's like but there is hope, I know what it's like, I … Continue reading I understand.
There is a mental health in everyone, It doesn't mean you are ill, or there is anything wrong, We are all on different paths, Everyone has a habit, trait, or nervousness, anxiety, Everyone suffers guilt, Feelings are so powerful, Learning how to communicate is hard, There is a mental health in everyone, We can help … Continue reading MH
I moved the bed over to the other side When you left I couldn't bare to get back in And I turned it back after 3 month wait How stupid am I to wait I laid in the spot where youd always take Just to make sure if it was all a mistake I'm certain … Continue reading Back to normal.
There is no definition of love, Love is many things, Love isnt one thing, People love differently, And peoples expectation of love is always not what they expect.
right now I'd do anything I'd give my self away just to be heard again right now I'd do anything. I'd steal I'd beg I'd plead just to get this one thing that I need. right now I'd be more than happy to offer, all my life for love it has no price and I … Continue reading i’d give love, for arms