I should probably go out But I don’t feel there’s anywhere to go That I belong And I did this once or twice before Then I had people knocking at the door All I’d give is to be alone But at the same time to be at the other end of your phone Just so … Continue reading Rubber ball
This is it, there is no us, no then, no now this is it, I've been ignoring myself for too long, for so long, I have all the answers I need, I can go on along as I please. Time to take care of me, this is it there is no we. Just I. I … Continue reading I got all the answers I need
My face is a completely different shape, And I don't even sound the same, My hair is brown and hers is black, Different backgrounds, I don't get the same support, I'm a lone wolf, Head dragged back, I've been distraught, Your confusing me... With her, You know you could have trusted me my dear, You … Continue reading Confusing me
Tell me this, Was I worth the shag? Was I worth the brag? Was it nice to have a little fun, Did you enjoy? Did you like it? Tell me this, Does it cross your mind? Ever, The harm you've dealt? And harm you've caused? Does it ever play time and time, Inside your space, … Continue reading Can you hear me
Ummm... I’m feel guilty, And you made me, And you intended it to make me, Feel Guilty. Get a job. Get a job. Get a job. Oh get a job. Why is your ignorance so foul and horrible, I didn’t even think it could be possible. Get a job, You said Get a job, Get … Continue reading Get a job.
hello its me another benefits mum another where the fucks my child maintenance? skint at the end of the week if i rent a house they need 6 month bank statements in case i'm dodgy nothing is private hello its me another benefits mum I've had my housing delayed rent nearly late I made it … Continue reading benefits mum
August 2005 dear, I went to the park on my own today, hoody, joggers green NIKE trainers. I didn't intend to go out and meet anyone, I just wanted to get out as its the summer holidays and they have been so boring this year. I normally just sit with my headphones in from my … Continue reading Letter 8 Rizlas
Anxiety my chains . I'm shy, but not really, smile, but I'm secrectly, crying. I'm laughing! silent, but I'm chatting! . I'm shy, but not really. I'm cold, and im needy. the attention you give me smokes like fire in my belly. and im ready, when your … Continue reading anxiety my chains
belongs to me . my body, is for my enjoyment, every strap, every lace, every mark, beauty spot, it belongs to me. my body is, MY temple, and I will not give you one piece! if I choose to share with you, then you, shall respect it, as if it is your own, it is … Continue reading belongs to me
it's really starting to hit home that your gone.. and I'm alone and I hate this selfish feeling for need, its unsettling me, that your gone, and the memories... all muddled into one, become fog, like we never ever met, seems wrong, I hate it, its horrible, we can't and dont talk, and I go … Continue reading gone
In February/ March time I was rocky on my feet and needed to start up a new life and new claim , and carry on my journey to attempting to revisit my degree which I hope to be doing later this year. It was 30mph record winds and I had arrived early at the centre … Continue reading To the friends at jobcenter; please get a waiting room for families and children.
She held my hair softly, Straightens at the ready, It will be ok, Everything will be fine! Laugh a smile. I will get you through. I got you. She peered over the garden wall, Brew to hand never cold, It will be ok, Everything will be fine! Laugh a smile. I will get you through, … Continue reading I’ll get you through