I bet you wish You did it better I bet you wish You could forget her See these marks around my wrists Marks from rope Tied up from frustrations Restrictions Heavy weights pull me down I sink in deep Footprints in mud stay cemented These paths I walk I’m judged Barely made it But I’m … Continue reading Self destruction button
You people in your big mansion homes Large estate cars In windows no reflection As an outsider I glare No takeaway menues No leaflets please And gates you build up So no one can get in Symmetrical windows Symmetrical cats You don’t give away new furniture Because to you it is tat Empathy lost and … Continue reading Broken mansion
March 2020 Truth is you’re arrogant And quite frankly don’t give a damn And if something was to put me at risk It doesn’t seem to bother you one bit I could love you for all the faults Love you for all the rights I could put all the effort in But I’m sick of … Continue reading Arrogant
I can dance in the shower with my tits swaying back and forth if I want to, and I can climb these god damn walls if I want to! didn't your mother ever tell you, rules, are meant to be broken? and if my soul is half-destroyed then there's nothing wrong with continuing to destroy … Continue reading Tits
I’ve been racing and chasing against the clock And in my hand A letter to reach you Some how I got lost I’ve been running through the station Crossing over the wires Holding on to messages It took me days and hours A letter in hand Riding through rain on horse Then walking through tracks … Continue reading Letter
I missed your warmth around me the skin on skin contact that connection that makes you feel complete I missed it when our eyes would meet I missed your careless observations of the world when you said you didn't want any other girl your lingering feeling like your soul within me I miss us being … Continue reading missed (human contact)
I always get tanned toes Because I put suncream on up to my elbows And who knows If you’ll stay or if you’ll go? I see that’s just how things tend to be Tomorrow I don’t know who I will be Seasons change like my personality Really, I shouldn’t care what you think of me … Continue reading Toes
Your the cigarette tossed in the mountain of ash, The kisses I felt but you didn’t ask. A piece of my memory now part of my past, The scrunched up wrapper from a walk on the sand. A hand on the gear stick and a better plan, Someone somewhere knows who I am, someone somewhere … Continue reading Cigarette tossed ash tray.
You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
I got bullied at school for being an optimist So I changed my look 3 or 4 times Before I realised It didn’t make a difference.
When I see your face It sends me off the scent And when I hear your voice I feel a sense of calm A wave of never ending softness Within you touch Gently Tiptoes around my body Senselessly Tickling like duck feathers I know I think too much But there is no thinking involved when … Continue reading obsessed ( in my first book I had a baby on Amazon)