You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
Sleep has been on my mind lately. We take it for granted when we get the chance we dont take it then when we dont have the chance we are gasping for a break to sleep. Or at least that's how I've been. Especially with a one year old, university, one year old, university, one … Continue reading 8th jan what is sleep anyway?
So, so much is happening, I dont know if I'm excited about sharing this with anyone. I've got a writing fever but have to focus on exams, focusing so much so that I've deactivated social media for now apart from Twitter. It's been a crazy week already, the kids are back at school and I … Continue reading 7th Jan Something’s changed. Hull we need action
Remember memories are in the past. The past cannot hurt you. Sharing for enjoyment. Sharing to self soothe. Sharing to entertain. Remember it's part of getting rid of brain junk. Remember it's just a story. Remember you are still you at the end of this journey. Not everyone will agree or like. You dont owe … Continue reading Remember
Um. I feel bit rubbish if I'm honest. I cant believe we are already on the 2nd of January and I have my first exam on the 7th. I want to pass it but I keep telling myself I wont, the children where off unwell so long during December so I missed lots of work … Continue reading Good morning
fuck all. in fact in bed i decided to crawl, i had the worst migraine , the kids had been arguing all day. So tell me about your day, rub your celebrating in my face. Hell yeah its a new day, goodbye to a whole year? for an anxious person like myself, that's too … Continue reading the things i did on new years eve
I know that I’m a fuck up Dad... But at least I’m man enough to admit it, And I know that I’m a little sad, But at least I’m strong enough to deal with it. Oh I know I’m a fuck up dad, You never paid for my prom dress, And I aint even mad... … Continue reading Prom
Praying for your reach to reach me, But I guess the changes and the same damn things that keep happening don’t teach me, And I’m lying and crying for what ? When you clearly have everything you got, You don’t need me right now, And I don’t know what to do and how to say … Continue reading I just want you to leave
Maybe you'll return And I need to be prepared I know I'm only fooling myself But at least I might be heard You keep cutting me off Treating me like I'm not even alive And that alright I guess pain is worth the part Where you held me tight Maybe you'll return Or maybe I'm … Continue reading Return
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
You took me to that cheap all day breakfast cafe. I had a good cry and we had a good laugh, yey, You looked at me for some time, I thought you was admiring.... That's the part where my big head came in, you said there was a hair at the end of my chin, … Continue reading Ginger biscuit (change perception)
Do you remember the fall? I've seen it all, I've seen you, Putting my makeup on and you stand around me. Tell me you think I'm pretty without it and theres no need. Glancing up at the bathroom mirror. And I see you stand there. You remember the fall? It was harder than the autumn. … Continue reading Fall