emergency surgery : ~ my hero.. is a man in blue uniform, a name I won't recall, what I have left from being under the knife, scars are a reminder of my hero's work, he gave me chance to live my life, for what he did im really glad, I wish I could thank him … Continue reading my hero is a man in blue uniform
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
For the best part things seemed to be bubbling over for me mentally. In reflection Summer greated us with tremendous thunder storms. I remember you texting me one evening when you went round the corner to play warhammer games with a friend. The lightening was so bright and the thunder was a beautiful drumming sound … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 23- theres always rain after a storm.
I should probably go out But I don’t feel there’s anywhere to go That I belong And I did this once or twice before Then I had people knocking at the door All I’d give is to be alone But at the same time to be at the other end of your phone Just so … Continue reading Rubber ball
This is it, there is no us, no then, no now this is it, I've been ignoring myself for too long, for so long, I have all the answers I need, I can go on along as I please. Time to take care of me, this is it there is no we. Just I. I … Continue reading I got all the answers I need
My face is a completely different shape, And I don't even sound the same, My hair is brown and hers is black, Different backgrounds, I don't get the same support, I'm a lone wolf, Head dragged back, I've been distraught, Your confusing me... With her, You know you could have trusted me my dear, You … Continue reading Confusing me
Tell me this, Was I worth the shag? Was I worth the brag? Was it nice to have a little fun, Did you enjoy? Did you like it? Tell me this, Does it cross your mind? Ever, The harm you've dealt? And harm you've caused? Does it ever play time and time, Inside your space, … Continue reading Can you hear me
Ummm... I’m feel guilty, And you made me, And you intended it to make me, Feel Guilty. Get a job. Get a job. Get a job. Oh get a job. Why is your ignorance so foul and horrible, I didn’t even think it could be possible. Get a job, You said Get a job, Get … Continue reading Get a job.
you cant act like you let me go for love or because you did'nt think that you was good enough you cant assume that because you've let me go that its been for the best you know this is not what I asked for this is not what I wanted or deserved you've got … Continue reading Let Me Go
(sorry this is an angry poem... but the moral is that you have your back no matter what don't fall on someone else always look after yourself! 🙂 I carried me I have this horrible gut feeling that something more is coming no way did I frighten you? seriously? you didn't seem frightened or terrified … Continue reading I carried ‘me’
hello its me another benefits mum another where the fucks my child maintenance? skint at the end of the week if i rent a house they need 6 month bank statements in case i'm dodgy nothing is private hello its me another benefits mum I've had my housing delayed rent nearly late I made it … Continue reading benefits mum
August 2005 dear, I went to the park on my own today, hoody, joggers green NIKE trainers. I didn't intend to go out and meet anyone, I just wanted to get out as its the summer holidays and they have been so boring this year. I normally just sit with my headphones in from my … Continue reading Letter 8 Rizlas