Unless your going to put a ring unless you want me to mean a thing unless you are listening then I am walking Unless you are here with me unless you drive and see unless you care Then i'm gone. Going, I know it wasn't for you to say and I know its up to … Continue reading unless
If you are loving me like you love your mother then you arent loving her. If your keeping me like you kept your goldfish then im floating in the death of your neglect If youre leaving like you left your child then youre no fighter If your loving me like you love your mother then … Continue reading mother
I bet you wish You did it better I bet you wish You could forget her See these marks around my wrists Marks from rope Tied up from frustrations Restrictions Heavy weights pull me down I sink in deep Footprints in mud stay cemented These paths I walk I’m judged Barely made it But I’m … Continue reading Self destruction button
I was going on about my day Going my direction Doing things My way And then suddenly Right in front of me A new beginning Of things I’d never dreamed And now I’ve dreamt them Lived in the moment. Only god could have given, And now all the time, I put you, before I. Even … Continue reading You before I
August 2020 Dear reader, The last few months have been testing, not just for me but for the whole country. They opened up the pubs and they’ve opened up the parks again to the public. Kids sneaking about having house parties and apparently increasing the infection rates. Schools are reopening and people have been doing … Continue reading ‘Sober’, out now, keep a lookout for the next lot of giveaways
Yeah well guess what you fucked me up with your smiles and surprises at everything when something was nice you was always around but when something was wrong well where, where you? You fucked me up late night on the motor way, going no way, Cats eyes glaring, flash flash flash Do you feel it? … Continue reading Guess, what you fu*ked me up.
I know you wont ever want to talk to me again. I dont know what I have done, I dont understand why you went funny on me. I dont know why you hate me. The scariest thing is I've been here before ****,***, ***. I know I meant something, i'm sure unless its unfair to … Continue reading Dear ****
Warm hands, cold touch yours obsessing over me is too much I can't write, I can't think, I can't be who I want to be... your paranoid and think I avoid you want me to rush my feelings to please you I told you that is not something I am prepared to do you think … Continue reading don’t understand
You people in your big mansion homes Large estate cars In windows no reflection As an outsider I glare No takeaway menues No leaflets please And gates you build up So no one can get in Symmetrical windows Symmetrical cats You don’t give away new furniture Because to you it is tat Empathy lost and … Continue reading Broken mansion
I’m tired of this griveing feelingYou made it very clear youre leavingI haven’t been doing much healingI’ve been feeling tired of this grieving feelingI wish you would just come put these problems to bedFill back the silence with talk insteadYou know there’s much to talk aboutWe’ve never had a fight, never had a shout.
I waited 1000 hours1000 daysIn hope you might remember my nameYou always said it was loveBut now I’ve become your glass half fullI didn’t pity you but you pity meAnd I’m slowly learning how to breatheI still wonder why I still wonder if you wanted to be in my life Even after all this timeI … Continue reading 1000