You abused me till it became amusing, time-consuming, hopelessly bruised, and that's when it hit me. You left me I had no control just some post stick notes on the bedroom wall, and that's when it hit me. You consumed me till I could no longer see, forgetting how to swim, you all … Continue reading that’s when it hit me
Tag: loss
Becoming ghost.
You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
Get a job.
Ummm... I’m feel guilty, And you made me, And you intended it to make me, Feel Guilty. Get a job. Get a job. Get a job. Oh get a job. Why is your ignorance so foul and horrible, I didn’t even think it could be possible. Get a job, You said Get a job, Get … Continue reading Get a job.
you never shared those snap shots
you never shared those snap shots of us standing in the park my face hidden by the restaurant menu and kisses after dark you never shared the footage of when we went to the sea one after another you took snap shots of me sitting in the deck chairs our friend ordered not for free … Continue reading you never shared those snap shots
faceless in my dreams
you come to me faceless every night for the last 3 nights you come to me same words I scream 'stop it stop it come back please ' my voice drifts off into the breeze I collapse my feet give up the night draws in. the doors are shut. the room in spins into another … Continue reading faceless in my dreams
benefits mum
hello its me another benefits mum another where the fucks my child maintenance? skint at the end of the week if i rent a house they need 6 month bank statements in case i'm dodgy nothing is private hello its me another benefits mum I've had my housing delayed rent nearly late I made it … Continue reading benefits mum
Letter 8 Rizlas
August 2005 dear, I went to the park on my own today, hoody, joggers green NIKE trainers. I didn't intend to go out and meet anyone, I just wanted to get out as its the summer holidays and they have been so boring this year. I normally just sit with my headphones in from my … Continue reading Letter 8 Rizlas
Lavender
Days and days go by, my sweet god, I've been waiting for you, Your calming eyes, Blue with a haze of purple , Black dot in the circle , You've been travelling through the night to get to me, at last , You was careful , You've found me... My sweet lover , You was … Continue reading Lavender
