two overheard convos : Hey how are you doing? Yeah im ok how are you? You got work to do then? Yeah I'm revising exam tomorrow Haha really? Yeah last minute revision Ah right well ... To be honest I'm not feeling to good about it Oh why? Well I was working on a 1st … Continue reading I’m a loner in a Hull Uni Library and everyone is wishing people good luck and I wish I had friends coming up to me and saying the same, I almost forgot I was a loner.
Good morning, gorgeous Good morning, beautiful Good morning, handsome Good morning, stunner Good morning, day dreamer Good morning, believer Good morning, perfect Good morning, one and only Good morning, don't be lonely Good morning, I will rescue you Good morning, don't be afraid.
I feel pain. And it takes me ages Sometimes I see in the news People loosing babies And if your like me It hurts that I can't make it better I donate I volunteer But sometimes it can take me years I feel pain . I feel for people who never feel the same I … Continue reading I feel pain . 15 Jan 2019
You think I’m thick Don’t you? It’s not just me is it ? You led me through this ? I’d give you space all the damn space you need, Because I’m about to leave. I can’t carry on like this, it’s driving me to the edge of abyss I can’t carry on Inside your construction … Continue reading It’s not just me , is it?
My man is bruised My man is torn My man is hurting My man is sore My mans blood boils to the core My mans fury slams shut the door My man is small Which is why my man crawls along the walls My man is sad my man is hurting ,
I wish I could feel the fire burning between us A lust a passion a force that will ignite the world A dream of hopes and fears to complete us A wave an emotion a gust that will collide the stars I wish I could feel the danger rip us apart like opposite magnets But … Continue reading Unknown 17 jan 2018
Seconds by seconds Minute by minute If I’m not in it I can’t feel it I feel so sick so afraid so confused But your force is pulling me in Pulling me hard Pulling me close
I don't want this to be overNot until I'm stone cold soberI just want to be like this foreverI hate that we can't be togetherAnd I don't want to forget this feelingWhat you've done to start the healingIt makes me breathless everydayAnd I don't want to give you awayLike a drug you can't buy in … Continue reading Sober
So here it is, my blurry vision, fresh of the breakfast table, its not my nutrition diet, not my eyesight, that's fine there's nothing wrong with my eyes, it's the fuzzy blurry scary light headed over whelming feeling, inside my body, time after time. Shopping centre panic and over filled buses, doctors surgery waiting room, … Continue reading Blurry Vision aka anxious 5/10/19
My heart was breaking, I almost collapsed from all the crying, My diet was fading, He made sure I didn't waste away. He always boasted about how he was kind, He was one of them guys who wouldn't leave you behind, and I tried to be there as much as I could when he needed my … Continue reading He makes a good f*cking hot chocolate,
Dilated, It's a race against time, And you don't want to wait. You climb on top of me, And eyes dilate. You kiss me like it's supposed to be, And you act as though it's love. Then wake to start it all again, This bitter dangerous love. Like rope we split with hairy edges, Almost … Continue reading Dilated.
I don't want to start a romanceThat will end in tragic events, I've done that, I've been there. Is it worth it?No, it's not. But I can't help falling for your voice.