You said you wouldn't be like them, Come home from work , And ask why all the pots havent been done . Whilst I've been with the kids all day , You said you wouldnt expect that . You'd take the slack and be apart , Digging your nails and fingers into the sink , … Continue reading Becoming ghost.
That could of been us, That could of been you, That could of been me, You see, It could have been our family, It could have been. I remember when you first pointed it out to me, That person having a baby so happily, A couple formed that no one ever could have seen. And … Continue reading us
I get it now inside those sad eyes you had no strength to say that you didn't see us leaving the way we came and you came here for one last time you liked the feeling didn't you one last Fuck for the road the one your taking alone you wanted one more before you … Continue reading One last
It's a typical rainy cold Monday in November. The roads are manic and the streets are full of students, mothers with prams and rain covers, shopping bags attached to prams bashing and bumping about. The homeless man on the corner of Newland sat with bin bags protecting him from the rain. The bus was really … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 13- I don’t hate Mondays
For the best part things seemed to be bubbling over for me mentally. In reflection Summer greated us with tremendous thunder storms. I remember you texting me one evening when you went round the corner to play warhammer games with a friend. The lightening was so bright and the thunder was a beautiful drumming sound … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 23- theres always rain after a storm.
you never shared those snap shots of us standing in the park my face hidden by the restaurant menu and kisses after dark you never shared the footage of when we went to the sea one after another you took snap shots of me sitting in the deck chairs our friend ordered not for free … Continue reading you never shared those snap shots
you come to me faceless every night for the last 3 nights you come to me same words I scream 'stop it stop it come back please ' my voice drifts off into the breeze I collapse my feet give up the night draws in. the doors are shut. the room in spins into another … Continue reading faceless in my dreams
I surrender Everything I thought I knew And all of my beliefs I’ll just throw them in a bucket pour them over into the dock I surrender what I thought was the conclusion and accept that it was my own confusion My anxiety is here again to blame For playing mind games in my brain … Continue reading I Surrender all I know