For the best part things seemed to be bubbling over for me mentally. In reflection Summer greated us with tremendous thunder storms. I remember you texting me one evening when you went round the corner to play warhammer games with a friend. The lightening was so bright and the thunder was a beautiful drumming sound … Continue reading I was anxious-Part 23- theres always rain after a storm.
Don't stop writing, Let words give you courage to keep on, Fighting. Let flames go on their own, Without you smouldering them.... Let the damage burn, Don't touch. Let them cool whilst you recover them, Don't stop writing, For it is your freedom to feel whatever you wish, Without the judgement of harsh characters, In … Continue reading Fighting
Ummm... I’m feel guilty, And you made me, And you intended it to make me, Feel Guilty. Get a job. Get a job. Get a job. Oh get a job. Why is your ignorance so foul and horrible, I didn’t even think it could be possible. Get a job, You said Get a job, Get … Continue reading Get a job.
you never shared those snap shots of us standing in the park my face hidden by the restaurant menu and kisses after dark you never shared the footage of when we went to the sea one after another you took snap shots of me sitting in the deck chairs our friend ordered not for free … Continue reading you never shared those snap shots
you come to me faceless every night for the last 3 nights you come to me same words I scream 'stop it stop it come back please ' my voice drifts off into the breeze I collapse my feet give up the night draws in. the doors are shut. the room in spins into another … Continue reading faceless in my dreams
Days and days go by, my sweet god, I've been waiting for you, Your calming eyes, Blue with a haze of purple , Black dot in the circle , You've been travelling through the night to get to me, at last , You was careful , You've found me... My sweet lover , You was … Continue reading Lavender
Anxiety my chains . I'm shy, but not really, smile, but I'm secrectly, crying. I'm laughing! silent, but I'm chatting! . I'm shy, but not really. I'm cold, and im needy. the attention you give me smokes like fire in my belly. and im ready, when your … Continue reading anxiety my chains
there is no room for me there are no seats for me nowhere for me to go no place no home no friends that walk along no place that I belong and depression it carries on no room she needed me at one point and doesn't need me anymore and he got angry impatient out … Continue reading depression is criminal
he started meeting strangers off the Internet still attached to the relationship with the girl who has an attitude problem worse than her mother and he never really actually liked her that much he was more curious about her brother I offered him arms and hope but he went back to drugs and smoke whilst … Continue reading he started meeting strangers off the Internet
belongs to me . my body, is for my enjoyment, every strap, every lace, every mark, beauty spot, it belongs to me. my body is, MY temple, and I will not give you one piece! if I choose to share with you, then you, shall respect it, as if it is your own, it is … Continue reading belongs to me
even if your not with me even if your too far to see even if we will never be I'm still so in love done the devil's deed but you've almost put the demons to bed all the lies I have been fed im still so in love all the drugs and all the drink … Continue reading I’m so in love 😍