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Wedding I dreamt about our weddingGirls dressed as flower girlsAnd a page boy bearing rings. I dreamt about our weddingOn an autumn eveOr summers dayOr winter corridorI wouldn’t mind where, how or what,Our love would value more. But it seemsI never get that far. A dark cloud follows me.In every path I’m faced with.But still … Continue reading Wedding
Rain. It’s somethingI could write about over and overthe rain, it could never bring me misery. How a leaf curls openrain drops pearlDrip down to its ends. The rain bouncingOff surfaces,NaturallyCasually. The rain it couldneverbring me misery.
I had a baby poem on YouTube Over a year ago a wrote my first pamphlet book of poetry I wanted to highlight postnatal depression and thank the support I received from The House Of Light in 2018.
Hello, I hope you are keeping well! Hull has been keeping really busy we have a number of groups and pages keeping writing spirits going and sharing peoples work which I just think is wonderful, so many would have just given up with live events completely halted and meet ups unable to happen. It’s important … Continue reading Groups, events and pages keeping Hulls writing voice alive during unprecedented times
When you left So carelessly You came into my life You brought me life Then left me with the thoughts and fear of death Deliberately reminding me That you may go first For it be me standing by your hearse But you forget I have control over my life Could change the outcome for you … Continue reading Death
You did not need to wait for my approval You already had it I know you want it from everyone else.
Wyke college Hull: The college wanted to discourage smokers Especially student ones So they made a garden especially for the smokers in summer as you could imagine People just gathered there more So, the college planted trees making the shape of the ‘smokers garden’ into lungs this was supposed to warn the smokers that if … Continue reading The smokers corner
Happy to share that my poem ‘Grandad’, has been accepted in a remembrance online journal for 11th November 😊🙌 I will share the link when it’s out Thanks for following me and sharing my work best wishes Lilyth x
For I am always weary of man That tells me I ‘look good’ I wonder their intentions That is not a reflection of you It is a condition of the way That I have been treated.
Stop being angry at me,
On the walk home After visiting You would message me To say you thought I looked beautiful And you did that every other day for a few weeks Then you stopped I thought it be something that would carry on Now I’m worried you just said it to get something you want Or maybe I … Continue reading Not beautiful.
Please don’t spread lies about me I don’t have much time
Please come Back to me For I am Lost
I don’t want to live no more If I have to live a 1000 more lives of sadness and misery I don’t want to live no more If it shall be pain and discomfort mentally or physically I don’t want to travel through more days If all people do is hurt me this way I … Continue reading I don’t want to live
Why are you no longer here Why are you no longer around Why did you have to leave Please tell me where we can be found.
They said there was plenty Of time Warning There was enough substantial evidence But just not enough.
And on the way up He may say That you will hear many people’s reasonings as to what Constitutes as a ‘proper writer’ If it makes you feel He says Then that is good If it makes you wonder Then you are heading somewhere Your grammar should be proper Your image should be on point … Continue reading On the way
I birthed your baby Was that not enough That I gave you my love my life my trust And you turned your back as if it was lust And you turned your head as if it wasn’t enough I birthed your baby I gave it our name And you left me behind in the blood … Continue reading Birth stories on your insta reel vs mine was a horror.
Even after horrific trauma labours I still talk to you as if you are my friend.
The only touch I want to feel Is the bedding As you are tucking me in For sleep.
I had a dream About us And oh how close we where An opposite to the reality of life when I wake up But if I say in the dream I wish to have remained I would be lying For I know dreams don’t last At least if I leave I can return to you
I wish you would just call me I wish we could just speak I miss our conversations Or you could text me, at least? I miss us being ‘normal’ Why won’t you speak to me?
It is only day 2 And I’m am absolutely exhausted Lack of sleep Lack of energy Lack of anything really. It’s only day 2 I don’t hear from you I don’t hear from many I chose to battle days alone For it better than people belittling me And making me feel irrational Some days I … Continue reading Right now.
Why is it that my body grows older But my mind is far behind Inside I feel young.
It’s not that I don’t want to experience a life with you It’s just a lot of sh I’ve been through And I figured you have too. But it’s too early to remember Scars kill, I know, I know, It’s going to hurt, And be ugly If you’ve seen the things that I have seen. … Continue reading A lot
Taking chances and letting go But taking steps and being slow Because you are the one who’s in control ... July 2020
Your words won’t make me weak Because I know my truth And I was lucky.
Being mum : https://youtu.be/ypXRHsc5xSQ
& so your cold long arms wrap around my shattered body once more, your fairytale kisses sweep me off these miserable streets. For I have missed your voice, and presence immensely. Gifted heart of gold, woolly warmth, hold me tight so, I sleep comfortably. Then once I am sleeping join me. Please just hold me … Continue reading Heavens
My heart still races around, Like crazy, At the thought of your name. It’s having a marathon, Around my body, jumping from my tiny toe to the top of my brain. It’s beating faster and faster, especially the further I think about you. Analyse you. Underpin you. My eyes well up, & my hearts ran … Continue reading Marathon.
I shared at least a few moments with you that where lovely and magical And the one that stays fondest in my mind And the one that I will now leave behind as I write Is the one where we stood together In the garden in sunny weather The sun beat down on to your … Continue reading Sunbeam kisses
He said “you’re acting as though we was married” ... “Isn’t that what you wanted?”
I wasn’t ready, I wasn’t able to confess my words and write them down before you got angry and walked around inside my mind , you’re so unkind, you’re so unkind you’re so unkind. But this is about you and this is your life too, And you had to do what you had to do, … Continue reading I wasn’t ready.
Thing is when you are vulnerable you are the perfect prey, I don’t blame you for being vulnerable I just wish it was me instead of you, I would take your pain away in a heartbeat because that’s what love and friendship is about. I wouldn’t snatch you up and dump you when you don’t … Continue reading Vulnerable
He wasn’t very nice to me.
Bad shit happens here but we dont really discuss it Unless its on facebook Then everyone is an expert at where you should put that kitten you found off the street How you should react to a local murder How you should live if you are in poverty People here do not see universal credit … Continue reading Bad shit
You tell me that I over analyse I should accept that the sky is blue I say YOU TELL ME I over analyse That I should accept the sky is blue. She was standing in the line Baby crying at the time so she went to the woman at the desk To see when she … Continue reading Over analyse
Word do not determine how I feel right now I feel drowned Let down.
I have met so many people So many I’ve never really got to know Some I’ve met, become a friend Then slowly down the road They become so cold. I never understood how someone can get so close Then just, like I meant nothing, vanish thinly, like a puff of smoke And I grieve these … Continue reading I wish I could be that cold. Or is it unhealthy?
He said, “We argue so much and I know I get angry but when we argue you actually seem very intelligent, (something along the lines and then I love you) Never understood what he meant...
Shouting across the street “He’s waiting for another lock down because apparently he doesn’t mind not getting paid” She said, “They’ll start complaining once all this PPE fills up all the land fills.”
She said, “They’ll start complaining once all this PPE fills up all the land fills.”
We sat in the garden Me and you You lit up a cigarette and sipped your coffee It was dark But it never feels dark in summer I started playing music And we flicked through And Foo Fighters came up We had a connection One that could last?
I actually don’t mind messy But I do when It’s making you unhappy.
But just remember When he is fucking you He is thinking of my name.
Don’t feel angry that you trusted me You can still trust me
He’s a lone lemon Left waiting too long He’s a sliced orange Dipped in alcohol He’s a rhubarb Left in the soil He’s vinegar Poured on your chips He’s a cherry... Like a Kiss left upon your lips He’s the wine That wasn’t fine enough He’s a bitter melon That got cut too soon. He … Continue reading Sour
People think you’ve gone mental. I have.