Toes

I always get tanned toes Because I put suncream on up to my elbows And who knows If you’ll stay or if you’ll go? I see that’s just how things tend to be Tomorrow I don’t know who I will be Seasons change like my personality Really, I shouldn’t care what you think of me … Continue reading Toes

1 night

1 night turned into 3 week stay. This was no holiday vacation Whole summer trapped inside Womens screams oxygen tanks knocking and equipment bashing How people work here is beyond me it’s a strength no one mentions. Midwives don’t show much emotion on their face Recycling bin blue uniform of midwifery wear flashes in corners … Continue reading 1 night

baby

(adult content/visual upsetting language )     Baby's breath still warm from battle screeches and tugging of uncut cord from mothers wounds cold touch would be unjoyous bleeding gushes,  scars mark places where a human was once homed.   baby's breath gasping and face mottled skin colour pink oxygen new food, a new survival skill to … Continue reading baby

Drive by.

Do you drive by these parts? Following fragments of my shattered heart? Do you ever walk by ? Does my profile ever catch your eye? Are you even still alive! Or just lust the torment inside my mind. Is everything all fictional ? Are emotions all subliminal ? Could it be tomorrow or today? Do … Continue reading Drive by.

Update

Hello everyone, I’m sorry I haven’t been able to blog for awhile been hectic few months with the lockdown and having the kids at home juggling what I have left of a degree! as well as preparing for this years SheFest in East Riding . As always I am great full for everyone who comes … Continue reading Update

Exhaustion

Heavy eyes Weakened muscles Exhaustion comes in Exhaustion comes in And you wasn’t there when I needed you the most I swear I could have done with comforting when I needed it the most Unempathtic words meet unempathtic ghosts.