I think the state of everything just makes us all want to scream, 'Give me a break!', we had the worst election turn out in the winter in the UK. Austerity growing increasingly worse, people struggling for basic needs and in the heart of all this we now have a virus pandemic. The many people … Continue reading Give me a break.
The weekend has been a drag, last night you was helping me prepare for my uni degree, you went through my timetable. It was really sweet. I told you a little more about the degree and you was laughing because it seemed like such a long time for you. You said that if there was … Continue reading Its Monday..
I think even though it was once of the most limited summers it was one of the most beautiful ones. When I carried you we was in the yard a lot of the time, and it was a really horrible yard it smelt of cat shit, and cat piss. In the March, I planted these … Continue reading Beautiful Summer : trigger warning
Its 3 am and I have been calling you for some time to see where you are, I was wondering if you got caught up again at work, or maybe you was stuck in traffic on your way home. The baby has been awake most of the night and I think that I am losing … Continue reading Home
Dear Reader, It’s Thursday March 26th, 2020 and on Monday the UK issued ‘lock down’ for 3 weeks, which could be longer, no one really knows, because of a new strain of virus called Covid-19. This has been the most significant global emergency since the world war. Many people have been panic … Continue reading My letter in the new book ‘for you’
Hey guys I hope your ok my new book will be out this weekend its called 'for you' and is a collection of poems from the summer last year that I was too worried to share but I thought what the heck I will share it with you all and maybe it will work out … Continue reading new book ‘For You’
I find peace with life the life I'm living and let you go because happiness is loving and if it was meant to be in Heaven we will meet and if it was meant to be in heaven we will meet. ~ I find peace with forgiving, and I will give you my word, for … Continue reading in heaven we will be.
He liked me as I was and that was extra special, He cared for me for who I was and that was something special, He didn't even get that cross and that was really special, Or maybe I am lost and that should have all been, normal. Now he is just some ghost a person … Continue reading He.
you told me not to fall pregnant in my teens, you told me that i should make sure im clean, swearing for a girl is mean, you made sure that i didn't wear to much make up and to not be keen ... but you didn't say that the world is a c*nt daddy ! … Continue reading the world is a c*nt daddy… warning strong language
I needed to feel the pain, to feel again, so hold me like you love me in the lonely place you met me. its too late for me now. Sorry means nothing, sorry means nothing, too late for me now. I needed to feel shame, to understand blame, I needed the pain to … Continue reading #2 Sorry means nothing.
#1 Stranger to myself. Although temptation is drawing me in, I know its no good and I wont possibly win. I'm just a fool, just a stranger. and I shouldn't put myself in danger.
I remember, Saturday's they fucking sucked. You taught me the way. maybe it wasn't love. Woken by a text Every morning Hello gorgeous Made my day And now I wish I didn't dream it away Hello beautiful How are you? And now I look I don't know what to do...